crenshaw

another cigarette. i won't even get into how much time i wasted today on the pron. disgusting

i'm ignoring an sms from my client. how long can i keep hiding?

smoked 2 cigarettes. i was supposed to have quit

didn't sent the email. woke up behind the 8ball and feeling like shit

2day was a wash, just waste, anxiety, loss. I went to the gym and I have 3 hours to write an email that needs sending. I can accept that

i feel grateful for another chance to get it right. still have health, laptop, roof, friends, connex, all despite being fucked in the head.

tired, too. surfing the web and twittering instead of attending to the list

anxious, avoidant, self-abusive

trying to keep it together. feeling anxious and over caffeinated. Things to do not getting done. breathe!