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Relapse diary so i feel less ghoulish and alone I'm a gay man and I use he/him pronouns Users 17 and under please dni cbmi: 17.7

169cm/5,6 , 111.2lbs
Joined July 2026
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ANOREXIA POSTPONED im getting top surgery in late december! I'm going to try my hardest to maintain my current weight which im really stressed about but this is something ive longed for every day of my life for the last decade. And it's finally here :,) ❤️❤️❤️
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BREAKING NEWS I JUST FOUND OUT IM NOT 5’3 AND I AM ACTUALLY 5’2 WHICH MEANS I HAVE BEEN A BMI POINT UP HIGHER THAN I THOUGHT ALL MY LIFE
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raye's food FACT of the day calories aren't real on holidays, please try to have a good day :)
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I do a lot of phases of maintenance for like 2-3 days when I feel able but I feel very unable and very unprepared to do this longterm. I think im going to lose just 3-5 more pounds and then i can gain them back if it compromises my surgery. Feel like such a stupid chud...
ANOREXIA POSTPONED im getting top surgery in late december! I'm going to try my hardest to maintain my current weight which im really stressed about but this is something ive longed for every day of my life for the last decade. And it's finally here :,) ❤️❤️❤️
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ive never had post binge clarity this intense before.
FUCK THIS DISORDER IM RECOVERING I WANT AN ENTIRE PIE
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𓈒 The creepypasta is ready !! 𑣲. .
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confession💭 #edrtwt #edrconfession
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??? alice when she realizes every gender & sex can have an ed 🤯🤯
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My height was measured at the doctors and ive grown . Im 21 years old . No idea how that happened but apparently dreams do come true
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I'm crying
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"would you eat this to reach your ugw--" i'd kill 12 men to reach my gw
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"I wish I was anorexic" = "I wish I had control over my disorder/life/food" "I wish I was bulimic" = "I wish I could eat food i enjoy again without the fear of weight gain"
“I wish I was anorexic” “I wish I was bulimic” what’s so appealing about life ruining disorders to you people
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I genuinely thought this was an extremely common disordered thought. "i wish I had anorexia" was something I thought every day as a bulimic. And "I wish I could b/p again" is something I think all the time as someone with a restrictive ed.
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Ate maintenance for 3 days and rats appeared in my kitchen . This is the third time this has happened. Genuinely starting to believe there's some sort of conspiracy happening here
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Opening twitter and seeing someone who’s 4 bmi points higher than you look way skinnier than you
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throwback to when i air fried a protein bar and the shit came out like this
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'4 likes isn't much' imagine 4 calories
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is someone ever so bad at bmi guessing it pisses you off
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it’s frustrating seeing people deliberately misinterpret this post. in reality i don’t think op wishes they were actually bulimic, but instead that they could have less fear surrounding food & hypothetically eat what they want whilst still being able to lose weight.
does anyone else wish they were bulimic sometimes so u can eat whatever instead of being scared of eating .. or am i a horrible person
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