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I really need to remember that I have to live and take care of myself while I'm studying and working to make my dreams come true. My life is not on pause. It's just that this journey is going to take patience. And I'll get there one day. I will.

it's so precious that not that long after spn had ended, Jensen already had a whole project in mind for himself and Jared to do years later. Lonesome Dove. he even had their roles all figured out. guess you can't really take Texas out of the man huh

love it when Jensen and Jared talk about wanting to work together again. gosh I'd watch anything with J2 but smth like The Nice Guys like Jensen suggested would be awesome. also that "step brothers" comment was hilarious 😭😭

Happy Halloween! 🎃 bringing back this scene where Dean suggests matching costumes for himself and Sam and the script let J2 improvise so Jensen Ackles gave us Thelma and Louise 😭

missing the chaos and the sillyness of J2 lives "omg you talk a lot" "quit yelling at me" LMFAO they're literal children 💀😭😭

this gutwrenching moment literally changed the trajectory of Dean's life and you can draw a straight line from his future choices to the second Sam goes limp in his arms and he helplessly holds him and rocks him crying. Sam was truly his whole heart 😭

replaying this clip of tired Sammy calling Dean "Dee" now excuse me while I go cry 🥺😭

the way Sam steps closer cause Dean is tipping forward, supporting him as their foreheads touch, and then he steps even closer to catch Dean's head on his shoulder and wraps his arms around him as he cries... oh Dean Winchester you were so loved 😭❤️‍🩹

I love how I was supposed to be normal about spn when Dean who couldn't see or breathe still tried to call out Sam's name while gasping for air in agony 😭

swan song is absolute cinema. a perfect montage of Sam and Dean's precious moments and a love letter to what spn is about

never getting tired of Jensen talking about how insanely in sync he and Jared are

Dean knowing Sam needs rest and saying he'll find a soft rock station cause Sam falls asleep to that is so precious to me aww 🥺😭

THANK YOU TEXAS

me introducing spn to others the way my father (Jensen Ackles) intended

I'd react like that too if I met Jared Padalecki, Jensen Ackles and Tom Welling all at once tbh

in case you guys don't remember the J2 chaos with WAP 😭😭

smth about Dean feeling safe to be vulnerable and collapsing into Sam's arms and Sam being there to catch him when his strength gives out gets me every time

Jensen Ackles being as insane about Sam and Dean angst as me will always be one of my favorite things about him

I love how Jared says "I'd never say this in front of him" then proceeds to say smth genuinely heartwarming about his relationship with Jensen and ofc the classic J2 pats on the knees and shoulders without being able to make eye contact 🥺😭

reminder that Sam and Dean wanted to grow old and gray together so f*cking much I'm gonna hug my pillow and cry they deserved forever with each other 😭💔

Idk how to explain it but he looks extra puppy today