Scarlett: I had my brain bleed in 2017. And after that couldn't really speak properly for a really long time. And just really went into like, well I had a massive brain bleed and I had a brain injury. And so I naturally was not myself at that period of time. And so I think I spent about four months quite removed from my normal life, let's say. But I remember being in my room. I spent a lot of time in my room because I found the outside world at this time in my life very difficult because if you've ever had even a concussion, you'll be able to relate that sounds, visual stimuli, just life suddenly becomes very, very triggering and annoying and difficult. And so I spent a lot of time in my room because it was quiet. It was chill and I felt calm in that environment. And obviously I'd gone through a big life change in a way, like I'd had a traumatic brain injury and I wasn't myself and I couldn't speak. But I never remember feel it panicking in that moment, even when I got diagnosed in the hospital. I never, ever had the thought that I was going to die. I just knew that I wasn't. And I can't explain to you why I thought that or why I knew that. I just, it just was like a knowing to me that I knew I was going to be okay. And I was. And I spent like four months in my bedroom. And I couldn't talk properly, but I spent a lot of time visualizing, talking absolutely fine again. And I didn't do any specific therapies because, again, I know myself well enough to know that if I'm not fully committed to something, I won't do it properly. So I may as well not do it at all, which is sometimes an awful mindset to have. But that's just the way I am. And so I spent that time just really visualizing and thinking about myself being completely normal again. And I got back to that place. And not a lot of people who suffered the brain injury that I suffered, A, survive it. And B, bounce back to basic full recovery. I had years after of obviously the migraines and the issues with that which were very much the physiological and physical responses. But in terms of my speech, my memory has never been great so I can't put that on the brain injury. But my personality, my abilities, my intellect, my ability to learn and retain information, all returned. And I do believe a lot that was because I feel very protected in my life. And again, that's another part of this world. But I really do believe in the power of visualization and the power of what you think you become.
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Scarlett : it's helped me through a lot of times and it continues to be a somewhat guidance for me. And like I said, it's something that I massively kind of want to bring back into my life because even if none of it is true, which I don't believe, I believe firmly in all of it, it's not harmful to anyone to have hope that there is beauty in things that we can't even see and that there are energy sources that are there to guide and protect us and that actually beyond this physical realm that we all exist in, that has good but also has bad and has heartache and loss and sadness and suffering, that there are so many other timelines and quantums where our energy does transpire and transgress that is full of beauty and that we can change our energy fields and our energy paths and we can switch into that. And I have a whole other episode as well which I can do on like dΓ©jΓ vu and what that means to me. I also went for a really weird period after my brain bleeds, probably about four years after, where I had this really strange daily occurrence of stuff that I still can't even explain. And I don't really know what it was. But again, it was something to me that just kind of made me feel like that sometimes objectivity and fact and black and white and written isn't always a full representation of the world and the life and the universe and everything that encompasses that. And I think if we all sat back a little bit and opened ourselves up, we would discover that maybe there is a lot more out there than meets the eye. And maybe as a collective we would transfer into a maybe higher state of being. But that might be me now getting a little bit too optimistic for this lifetime and timeline. I just don't think any harm comes from having a bit of optimism about things, powers above us. Because sometimes I think it's nice to think that we don't hold control over everything and that we can kind of surrender and let life flow through us rather than walk through it.
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