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Welcome to my safe space :) I'm trying to learn how to love myself again.

Joined June 2022
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you were bigger than the whole sky 🌸🍃
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Cómo me mira la idea de cometer suicidio un martes por la tarde 💋
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I was in the middle of an episode in my dream when I woke up. IN MY DREAM. Now I wanna finish the meltdown I started there 😭😭😭😭😭
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january: yay! february : yay! march : IM GONNA KILL MYSELF april : IM GONNA KILL MYSELF may : IM GONNA KILL MYSELF june : IM GONNA KILL MYSELF july : IM GONNA KILL MYSELF august : IM GONNA KILL MYSELF september : IM GONNA KILL MYSELF october : IM GONNA KILL MYSELF
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how it feels
how it feels to wake up
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Layla retweeted
EVERYONE EXPECTS SO MUCH FROM ME i just wanna DIE
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LMAO so true
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Layla retweeted
Waking up every morning, saying “I can’t keep living like this” & then continuing to live like that
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When you run out of meds, now you just wanna run out of life lolololololololololololololololololol
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Layla retweeted
الناس وهي بتتقدم وتحقق احلامها وأنا لسه عند نقطة الصفر
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I hate everything.
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Guess who wants to cross the track...
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REALLY WANNA KMS
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I need to die! Like right now preferably!!!!
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I just had an episode. Screaming, crying, literally throwing everything I could see. There was somebody else in the room. He tried to calm me. But I said the meanest things. He left me alone. I turned around and begged for help. Now Im calm and I can't stop feeling ashamed.
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Suddenly I'm jealous of people who can function normally even when they're stressed. Idk how they do it, my whole body shuts down. I wish I didn't have to relearn how to feel things in a less intense way
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pros of being home: I'm writing again cons: it's my suicide note
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Me after every 20 minutes
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