I’m a Switch gamer. I like to write. You should do things that make you happy because there’s already too much crap in life that you have to do. I’m also weird.
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But hey, I do it anyway because if I don’t do anything then I’ll be stuck with it. One day I might even be able to talk to people. I mean I do still occasionally do that, but only once I start feeling comfortable around them.
Me: *watches horror movies for the laughs, silly people pinhead’ll get you* 😏
Also me: *sees poster for the Detective Pikachu movie* EEK! 😱
Yeah I don’t know why I find certain things creepy when they probably shouldn’t be either 🤷♀️
Going to go see my psychiatrist tomorrow. So yeah, exactly how fucked up in the head am I? Doubt I’ll find out still.
Also no therapy yet, I’m starting to think never, because I didn’t get it before so why would that change?
I’ll just have to deal with my resurfacing memories.
On my own.
I don’t want them! I want the blackouts to stay blank! I don’t need my childhood! I don’t know how to deal with them!
All I’ve ever been told is to just not think about them. I’ve tried okay!? But it’s not thoughts, it’s like I’m just suddenly back there and I’m...
My loneliness is my own fault because I can’t get close to people since they will abandon me. I leave before they can hurt me.
That was one thing that the psychiatrist asked me, do I leave people because I’m afraid that they will abandon me? Story of my life, I have no friends.
I’m not a woke person, I’m more like an annoying invisible pebble in your shoe. I don’t know anything is for real, nothing can open my eyes. I’m always on guard, looking at my surroundings with curious eyes, and then freeze up as soon as I get into danger. Anxiety level 10/10.
I’m not very woke. That would imply that I would know what being awake feels like. I don’t feel safe ever, this reoccurring nightmare is just as unpredictable as the rest of them. I want to be in the one with better drugs right now hahaha. I have a prescription for these okay?
I love my header here on Twitter, it’s an old screenshot of #freedomwars for the #psvita and oh boy did I ever love that game. I mean I suck too much at games to have beaten it but I still put sooo many hours into it that it’s probably a depressing though that I haven’t.
I’ve been spending a lot of time putting cows and chickens into my chest over the last few days.
That’s what happens when you try to play #MinecraftEarth when you’re basically housebound and confined to your bed most of the time.
What did you think I meant? 😜
How to get me to immediately loose interest in an advertisement, lot’s of teeth. It’s like the norm or something, big smiles flashing off a set of straight white teeth. I don’t know why but I cringe and look away, can’t stand it. Closed mouth smiling? That’s fine.
Laughter where you don’t notice it as much? That’s fine too, but even better if they look more normal you know? Teeth in general creep me out but the fake looking ones are just, brr...
Yeah becoming a dentist is so far down the list of jobs as I can put it 🤣
#oddphobia #freak #wtfiswrongwithme? #Fake #imnotyouraverage lol that sure fits, I’m not your average anything and yeah I’ll be perfectly happy to die a virgin so sorry, no grandkids 😂 not that anyone would want me anyway, seriously, I’m way below average 😌
Have you ever unsubscribed from a company newsletter, I’m not sure exactly how many times but close to ten, before writing customer support because you never know if you’ve actually done anything, since you’re stupid and don’t know if you exist so you want to make sure beforehand