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GUESS WHOS BACK ITS THAT TIME AGAIN DEPRESSION POSTING BABY

Me rn

Not to be horny on main but my kink is - someone who genuinely loves me and would be sad if I rope and chair'd myself

Believe me she made it real clear the last time we talked.

P much gng

And they ask me if I'm okay and ask me what I'm thinking about before I puff out some smoke, look at them, and say "nothing" when my mind is going a million miles a second but it all slows down when I look at them because I'm obsessed and in love w them and we just stay like that

My sexual fantasy is smoking on a balcony at 3am looking wistfully out into the city while someone comes up behind me, steals a stick from my stash and puts their face near mine to light their ciggie as they stare out with me before I come up behind them to hold them -

You believe you can't have a good thing or that something this good and healthy HAS to be a scheme or a plot because they just HAVE to have an ulterior motive because no way this can just be this, this being a healthy relationship... Or are y'all normal

It's just that a safe and healthy relationship with good and healthy boundaries, and where you're not constantly fighting and then solving all your problems with hate sex is alien to you and feels weird because you have trust issues because-

You ever just...get into so many shitty and bad relationships that you begin to crave toxicity. So much so that you self sabotage any decent relationships you have and mask it behind "oh it was boring" or "we were incompatible" when really-