𝓒𝐨𝐬𝐦𝐨𝐬.

you're going to regret destroying your family， dad.

M-A-M-A-B-O-Y， MAMA'S BOY， MAMA'S BOY.

if i cannot be wanted， i will be needed. and if i cannot be needed， let me be used until there's nothing left of me.

you are allowed to grieve over the child you could've been.

i was raised by a cat and a dog. i was taught to love closeness and distance in equal measure. i am quick to trust and quick to forgive and quick to anger and quick to run.

i feel so lonely， like childhood again.