Good evening, everyone. It's pretty unusual for me to pour out my feelings like this, but i guess it shows just how much pain i've been trying to cope with and how difficult it has been to get over it. i've been trying to feel okay today, but deep down, it hurts. badly. you know that sinking feeling in your stomach when something you've worked so hard for suddenly feels like it counts for nothing? when all those days of consistency suddenly seem meaningless? that's exactly how i feel right now. for the past 91 days, i've been consistently logging in to the Clipur website, maintaining my login streak and making sure i didn't miss a single day. just like any other clipper on Clipur, i've had those midnight vigils, staying alert for every new notification that pops up, every morning. it's become part of my routine. Today started just like any other day. As i was about to get to work, i decided to check my dashboard, which was quite unusual for me since i'm usually more concerned about the campaigns and submission pages. And then, i couldn't believe my eyes. My 91-day streak was gone. Just like that! I felt this sudden wave of heat come over me as i tried to process what i was seeing. I couldn't believe that something i'd been so intentional about for 91 straight days could disappear like that. I immediately developed a terrible headache and stomach ache. I tried to put it behind me and focus on the available campaigns, hoping that getting back to work would help me forget about it. But i just couldn't. No matter how hard i tried, i couldn't get it out of my head. I know it's just a login streak to some people, and maybe it doesn't seem like a big deal. but to me, it represents 91 days of showing up consistently, even when i didn't feel like it. Yhat's why this hurts so much. I genuinely wish this had never happened.