What's it like to live in ruins? What's it like to live in misery, poverty, destruction? What's it like to lose your way? What's it like to lose everything? Things can always get worse. Things can always get better.

Fuck this. I'm outta here.

Hitting the Mylanta Blue

"Bottle Game" Raw digital image, 2025

A feeling of great importance, that you wake up from dreams from, that lingers in your mind throughout the day, fading in and out. You can't place it, you can't put words to it.

Last night's dream, we were being pulled up large hills as condos were constructed and the landscape was changed in a high-speed time lapse. A strange song was heard. It had the feeling of a vision, where something important was trying to be expressed, but I don't know what.

Starts out with a bang and sends you jetting out into space. A blur of people's faces, huge empty expanses, violence, laughing. Friends that you don't see anymore. The pain of loss. Screaming. Getting jumped in the hood at 13. Your mind making you look back in dreams.

1956. Some of the oldest I've ever spotted.

Scrawlings. Words tumbled out from light-hearted dreams

We need to start calling coffee Java again. It's crucial.

Kessler1

Dumb ass shit every where around me

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