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Catgirl thoughts: Am I a good meow meow... Sometimes I wonder if I make the right choices. Strictly speaking I know I am imperfect, get involved way to much in trying to be the helpful cat, doing my best to be a good representative of the brand/platform I love... But I also just... sometimes I don't know... how can I be a better creator for all of you?? I guess this is a question we all think about all the time when we are building our brand. I'll be honest and say the thing I think about most is what am I outside of the platform, what am I as a creator to offer? I know I am the catgirl DJ, and I do have this going for me... but in general it often all returns to me trying to help keep things together. To remind folks to have hope. Things will get better. I know I can be more than just this. I run events both IRL and Virtual with hundreds of performers. I create idol groups from the ground up. I can DJ for hours and bring energy that is unique. I can talk and talk and talk. But... I still get scared. I want to have fun, I want to spin beats, I want to throw the best and biggest events by an indie creator you've ever seen! I will keep trying.

I really hate that I’m having to address this. I’m going to be brutally honest. With my brother passing away recently, I am furious that I even have to take time away from grieving to address the current state of affairs on IRIAM. I really hate that I have to make this post, and I have zero patience or mental capacity to handle this nicely, but folks need to be informed. Bluntly, a group of individuals is harassing another group on the platform through lies, deceit, and manipulation. They are messaging people to say certain folks don’t deserve their wins, using racially motivated language, sharing private information, and pure bad mouthing. This includes sharing folks private diagnoses, personal locations, and making guesses on the individuals ethnicity and using that to try and attack them. You might ask why staff hasn’t handled this. The affected individuals showed me all the evidence and reached out to staff, and they found out what I already suspected. Because most of this happens off platform, outside of one incredibly telling video in which one member clearly states she is going to do whatever she can to make sure someone doesn’t win an event, staff won’t do much beyond issuing warnings. That doesn't mean what they are doing isn't fucked up. It absolutely is, and I refuse to undersell it. There IS a group of folks doing this, and the evidence proves it. Why am I not naming names? Because that’s not what I do. I don’t want a witch hunt, I want folks informed. Im exhausted, I’m overworking myself, I’m handling way to much as it is, I really don’t need or desire to be involved in drama between creators. I have always believed the best path to resolution was through private channels and report tools. And trust me the moment evidence gets to me that I feel will fully implicate these folks with regards to breaking IRIAM’s TOS I will be passing it to the bosses. I hope this answers folks questions on what is going on. P.S. if you are in the group of individuals I’m talking about there is still time just to stop. Just go back to doing your own thing and leaving these people alone, I’ve already advised them to just block you all and keep doing there own thing events be damned.

Good meow meow!!!! ARE YOU ALL READY!?! 10 Days to go before the big #O2YF experience! Three days 12 hours a day! 100's of performances!!! I can't wait to celebrate this incredible year together!! Quick reminders!!! We have had some recent changes and are still looking for hosts during the event! It would be a cohosted experience with me, please let me know if you are interested! Additionally, the show is fully sponsored by the IRIAM US team! We will be giving them a separate full shout out as we get closer to the event, but I wanted to make this known! I can't wait to celebrate this amazing occasion with all of you!! Looking forward to it!!

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The chemo didn't work, they will be bringing my brother home, for him to hopefully pass in peace with my family. I will keep you all updated if I need to change my schedule. I'm sorry.