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I grew up with Star Wars. We all did. We played Luke Skywalker in our backyards, swung imaginary lightsabers, and dreamed of blowing up the Death Star. But there is something you have overlooked about the generation that actually grew up with the original trilogy. We wanted to be Han Solo. Of course Luke was the central character. He had the destiny, the mystical power, the lineage, the responsibility to redeem his father and restore the order of the universe. Han Solo wanted absolutely nothing to do with any of that nonsense. He was a rogue. A smuggler. A cynic. A man with a permanently exasperated expression who had somehow found himself entangled in a grand cosmic conflict between people who took themselves and their respective claims to ultimate significance far too seriously. He wanted his money. His ship. His freedom. Ideally, he wanted to be somewhere else. He thought the mystical stuff was ridiculous. He had no interest in the Jedi or the Sith, in prophecy or the restoration of an ancient order. He had no sacred lineage, no inherited claim, no extraordinary connection to the Force. And yet, in the decisive moment, it is Han Solo who makes the difference. He has already escaped. He has his reward. He has every reason to leave the rebellion and its grand ideological struggle behind him. Yet at the critical moment, he turns his ship around and returns to save Luke. There is something extraordinarily important here. Han Solo’s choice arises from responsibility. From loyalty. From an actual relationship with another human being. He has come to love these people, in spite of himself, and that love places a claim upon him. He returns because he has become the kind of man who returns. And in doing so, he makes possible the victory of the mystical hero whose entire destiny would otherwise have amounted to nothing. This is the Gen X character. We find ourselves sandwiched between the Boomers and their heirs, dragged into their grand narratives of oppression and liberation, and increasingly exhausted by the whole affair. We have our own flaws, certainly. But we have never been particularly impressed by the idea that history exists to vindicate us. Our instinctive response to grand ideological declarations has generally been to roll our eyes. The crucial question is what happens when the cynical rogue discovers that he actually loves something enough to take responsibility for it. And that question points toward a much deeper story. Because your account of the Boomers is a very ancient one. You describe a generation that turns against its fathers, overthrows their authority, seizes their kingdom, and then, having achieved sovereignty, becomes consumed by the fear that its own children will do precisely the same thing. Of course it does. This is the myth of Cronus. In the Greek tradition, Uranus fears his children and attempts to suppress them. Cronus overthrows his father and establishes his own sovereignty. Having done so, he learns that one of his own children will eventually overthrow him. His solution is to swallow them. Zeus escapes, grows to maturity, defeats Cronus, and establishes the Olympian order. The cycle of usurpation, sovereignty, and threatened succession is among the oldest structures in pagan mythology. Variations appear throughout the ancient world. Fathers fear sons. Sons overthrow fathers. Victorious sons become fathers who must defend themselves against their own children. The central problem is intrinsic to the conception of sovereignty. If sovereignty consists in possessing power, and if power is fundamentally acquired through overcoming another, then the existence of an heir is always a threat. The young man’s strength is the old man’s weakness. The son’s flourishing anticipates the father’s destruction. This is precisely the structure you have identified in the Boomer mythology. And you have identified it well. But this also tells us something about the nature of the myth itself. It is pagan. More importantly, it is a pagan narrative being told by a civilization that had inherited a profoundly different story. The Christian narrative breaks this cycle at its root. Here the Father is sovereign in plenitude. He has usurped nothing. His sovereignty is neither contingent upon defeating a predecessor nor threatened by the flourishing of his Son. He gives generously out of inexhaustible abundance. The Father delights in the Son. The glory of the Son is the glory of the Father. Inheritance is the expression of love and the fulfillment of fatherhood. And when the relationship between father and son is broken, the Christian story tells us something even more extraordinary. Consider the parable of the prodigal son. The son repudiates his father. He demands his inheritance, effectively treating his father as already dead. He rejects tradition, wisdom, propriety, and the order into which he was born. He takes what he has received and squanders it in the pursuit of his own desires. Eventually, he finds himself utterly debased. He returns to his father with nothing. No triumph. No enlightenment. No great moral victory. No newly acquired power with which to renegotiate their relationship. He returns in surrender. And his father, who has remained steadfast in love throughout the entire episode, runs to embrace him. He welcomes him home with an extravagance of generosity that exceeds every expectation of justice and propriety. The father has no need to be redeemed by his son. His love is the very ground to which the son returns. Now notice something remarkable in your essay. When you discuss the final redemption of Darth Vader, you casually append the phrase, “The prodigal returns.” But you have the story perfectly inverted. In Star Wars, the father has fallen into darkness. The son possesses the light. The father must repent, turn away from his corruption, and be redeemed through the steadfast righteousness of his son. The son saves the father. In the Christian parable, the father has remained steadfast in love and righteousness. The son has fallen into darkness. The son returns in humility and surrender, and finds himself received into the love of his father. The father saves the son. The inversion is profound. And it reveals exactly what has happened to the underlying myth. The Boomers inherited a civilization whose deepest story was Christian. They broke with the faith of their fathers, repudiated the moral and spiritual authority from which their inheritance had arisen, and attempted to recreate the sacred order on their own terms. Having rejected the very category of legitimate authority, they increasingly understood every hierarchy through the lens of power. The father becomes an oppressor. The son becomes a liberator. The ancient institutions become the Empire. The overthrow of those institutions becomes righteousness. And so they construct a new priesthood, complete with mystical authority, sacred language, initiation rites, moral prohibitions, and a monopoly on the interpretation of ultimate reality. A priesthood that speaks incessantly about non-attachment while displaying an extraordinary attachment to its own institutional power. A priesthood that claims to be the guardian of peace while commanding armies and policing dissent. A priesthood whose moral vocabulary is increasingly indistinguishable from the requirements of its own preservation. Your analysis of the Jedi Council is devastating precisely because it captures something real about this attempted secularization of the sacred. But the hypocrisy goes all the way down. The Boomers sought to retain the moral power of Christianity after severing themselves from the reality that gave that morality its meaning. They wanted the authority of a priesthood without submission to God. They wanted redemption without repentance. They wanted the kingdom without the Father. And having rejected the Christian story, they found themselves repeating the pagan one. They became Cronus. The irony is that their new religion worked. Or, more precisely, it delivered real benefits. The sacred language of liberation justified the acquisition of power. The mythology of perpetual resistance provided moral cover for the accumulation of wealth, institutional control, prestige, and authority. The high priests of anti-authoritarianism became the custodians of the institutions. The revolutionaries became the establishment. They consumed their inheritance, secured their own positions, and found themselves increasingly terrified of succession. An entire generation lived quite comfortably under the protection of its idols. And here, I think, your narrative begins to crack. Because you have correctly identified the false priesthood. You have correctly identified the hypocrisy of the Jedi. You have correctly identified the generational struggle over power and the extraordinary moral fraud by which that struggle has been concealed. But then you arrive at your conclusion. Get Sith-pilled. Embrace power. Learn from Palpatine. Build your networks. Acquire the machinery of government. Take control of the institutions. Establish your own sovereignty. And I find myself wondering whether you have noticed what has just happened. You have returned to the story of Cronus. You have correctly recognized that the preceding generation overthrew its fathers, acquired power, constructed a mythology to justify that power, and then became consumed by the fear of its own succession. And your solution is to do it better. To be the more cunning revolutionary. The more disciplined usurper. The more competent sovereign. To become Zeus. Of course, within the terms of the pagan mythology, this is a perfectly coherent response. Zeus really does defeat Cronus. The children really do escape their father’s tyranny. The Olympians really do inherit the world. And then? What happens when Zeus has sons? The deeper problem is that you have accepted the Boomers’ most fundamental premise: that the world is ultimately organized by the struggle for power. Having seen through their particular moral pretensions, you propose to replace their priesthood with your own. Their religion was false, and its gods were idols. You have exposed the idols with considerable skill. But the fact that their sorcery delivered real benefits never made their gods true. And the fact that you can learn to practice their sorcery more effectively does nothing to change that. Indeed, one of the extraordinary features of the Boomer story is how completely its rebellion against Christian authority has reproduced the pagan cycle of sovereignty. Having rejected the Father, they became obsessed with the throne. Now their heirs, having discovered the fraud, are invited to repeat the same error with greater competence and fewer illusions. The tragedy is that disillusionment with a false priesthood has become an invitation to worship power itself. Nietzsche would recognize the move immediately. But Christianity has already provided the way out. The Christian account of sovereignty begins with a Father who gives. Its account of inheritance is grounded in love rather than usurpation. Its account of legitimate authority is inseparable from responsibility, sacrifice, and the good of those over whom authority is exercised. The sovereign is fulfilled in the flourishing of his heirs. And the heir is fulfilled in receiving, preserving, and bringing to fruition what has been entrusted to him. This is a radically different understanding of power, authority, and succession. It makes possible an entirely different relationship between generations. Which brings me back to Han Solo. He occupies a peculiar place in this mythology. He is outside the sacred lineage and outside the contest for mystical sovereignty. He has no claim to the throne, no prophecy, no priestly ordination. He is suspicious of the entire enterprise. Yet when it matters, he acts. His loyalty becomes real precisely because he is free to leave. His responsibility emerges from love rather than destiny, ambition, or an inherited position in a cosmic struggle. Han Solo provides a glimpse of a kind of agency that the Skywalker drama struggles to comprehend. And perhaps this is why Generation X matters. We have spent our lives watching the Boomers’ great performance of moral superiority, while their children increasingly discover the same machinery and contemplate using it against them. We understand the temptation to become cynical. We understand the desire to abandon the whole absurd spectacle. But we also know that the world still needs to be held together. Children need fathers. Families need homes. Communities need institutions worthy of loyalty. Civilization requires an inheritance that someone has the courage and generosity to preserve, cultivate, and eventually give away. Somebody has to take responsibility for things that are actually real. And that responsibility cannot be discharged through another revolution in the mythology of power. The most important question facing the heirs of the Boomer generation is whether they can recover an understanding of authority that makes succession something to welcome rather than fear. Whether they can become fathers whose greatest desire is to see their children flourish. Whether they can receive an inheritance without believing that inheritance must be seized. Whether they can exercise power without worshiping it. The Boomers were raised within the remnants of a Christian civilization and chose to imagine themselves as pagan liberators. They got their revolution, their institutions, and their wealth. They also inherited the ancient pagan terror of their own children. You have diagnosed their predicament with considerable insight. But I suspect the genuine way out requires recovering the story they abandoned. Because the problem was never that the sons had insufficient power to overthrow their fathers. The problem was that they had forgotten what it meant to be sons. And, eventually, fathers. Meanwhile, those of us who grew up wanting to be Han Solo are still standing beside the Millennium Falcon, looking at the latest generation of Skywalkers and wondering how we got dragged into this mess. We have a choice, of course. We can take the money and fly away. Or we can turn around and do what love requires. I think we know what Han Solo would do. cf - xitter.gq/jgreenhall/status/2108…
I just turned 55 - which puts me in an interesting position on this conversation. I got my AARP card in the mail and I am, in fact, retired (I think). Which means that I’m not paying into SS anymore. I’ve paid all I’ll ever pay. And it will be seven years before I get to take anything out. So I’m also not getting any thing for a decent while. Right in the middle - more or less. I would not vote to kill social security, as such. But I would make participation optional. Anyone who wants to pay in can participate per normal and earn out their retirement payments. But anyone who doesn’t can stop paying - at the price of course that they would also not earn any benefit when they retire. Personally, under the current program, I do not expect to ever collect a check. I have long assumed that it was just money wasted, just another in a long line of bad choices produced by our governance, and when I look at the trajectory of our governance I see no reason to revise that view.
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Thinking about wood being the most rare resource in the universe and Christ being a carpenter
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Be wise as serpents and harmless as doves. my take is that Jesus was describing a man who almost never gets born. the moment you can really read people you start using it, i think thats just what happens, you see what someone wants and what theyre insecure about and the lever is right there in front of you, and most guys pull it without even noticing (they think theyre just good with people). and the gentle ones, i love them, but most of them are only gentle because they never saw any of it. nobody ever put the knife in their hand so they never had to decide not to use it. God forbid we keep calling that holiness. what Jesus was asking for is harder than both. see all of it, every lie and every weak spot and exactly where to push, and keep your hands off it anyway, every single day, even when no one would ever know. i think its the rarest thing a man can become and its the only thing i want to become. God help me get there before i die.
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Archaeo Futurism
Amazing aesthetics for a modern state. Love the capes.
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came to say hello
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A variant—even more obvious, and darker, than the original—on Chesterton's Fence.
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Putting this back in the timeline. So fun to make.
The Indo-European Experience
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gm am i vital if my heart is idle
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One of the best scenes in French cinema: “It is thus dangerous for men to acquire occult knowledge before having attained that state of wisdom which would have them to stay on the right path.”
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Oh noooo WHY IS THIS SO TRUE
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There was a sort of uninterrogated supposition in medieval and early modern European Christianity that monasteries worked like some sort of spiritual battery, storing up divine goodwill to counterweigh the sins of the country. When that idea was dropped, what is a monastery?
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An excellent example of Post hoc ergo propter hoc
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An attempt to throw the spear of mankind beyond the mere life of domestic ape, beyond the human as he found himself
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I filmed all these shots for this prayer to Apollo in Lycia; at the temple of Apollo at Letoon, the surrounding wetlands holy to Leyo and at the city of Xanthos
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