gregory carter

I haven’t drank alcohol for 16 months it’s different I don’t know if it’s permanent or what it all means but I don’t have any plans to drink alcohol anytime soon. Not that this matters to anyone other than me but still I feel proud of myself a tiny tiny bit

Was on the river a long time today in my #tucktec #kayak enjoying the beauty that surrounds us – at Tigard, OR

I am probably the loneliest and most alone I’ve ever been in my life. I’m tired of missing people and just always feel like I have to be the one who engages conversations. Maybe I’m just not someone people want to be around. Maybe I just suck.

It’s been 15 months without and I’m proud that I’ve gone this long and have no plans to break that anytime soon

¿Por qué siempre estoy triste los sábados?

This is such a lovely comic. I hope tons of folks read it and take it to heart and understand.

Life is full of a lot of peaks and valleys but there is a lot of love left to give and receive!

Who contacts you? Who contacts you are the regular basis? Are you the one always asking people to get together? Is there something wrong with me that I have to be the person to reach out? Am I desperate or just pathetic? Maybe I suck & dont know. I thought I was nice to be around

Attempting adventures in wok life but I wonder how unhealthy I’m being. Carbon Steel is a new learning curve and why can’t they make these for left handed people? Mine has a pour spout but it’s on the right side which forces me to scoop with my nondominant hand I don’t like that

Ever since we adjusted the clocks one hour now I can’t sleep before 2am when I use to be in bed before 10pm I don’t have any understanding of this.

Today I made a mushroom and potato vindaloo from scratch from the creator of @cookiliciousveg book The Essential Vegan Indian Cookbook 100 homestyle classics and restaurant favourites #veganvindaloocurry #imadethis

I know there are variables but how many times do I have to try before I can actually do something? Or rather how many times do I have to try before I don’t feel like I’m struggling to get something? Have I always had this much trouble (un)learning?!

I want to learn to be more kind to people including myself!! I have a lot of unlearning to do but I don’t know how. There are things about how I was raised that have cursed me long enough I want to find a way to break through and not let my past hurt me or anyone else again

I know I’m not straight even though I’m passing but does that mean I’m queer? Growing up I mostly only heard that as a derogatory term. I know some folks have taken the word back but I never thought what that could mean for me or people I’ve loved. Sometimes I don’t understand

Bet some dumbass rednecks gonna go try to shoot up a bear now

I just awoke from a dream where I had friends and they wanted to hangout with me. *le sigh* if only this were true IRL