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Han Sua's Letter to Karina To Jimin, who asks me where I'm going every time I wake up. Jimin, You have saved me a lot without even realizing it. Do you remember that day? The day I cried the moment you opened the front door and walked into my house. It's strange, isn't it? How did the tears I held back with all my might when I was alone suddenly pour out the moment I saw you? You just held me quietly in your arms even though I was flustered after crying. You just tossed aside the jellies and drinks that you had carefully thought about and bought for me as if they were nothing. And what did you do after that? Did you clean up the jellies that had fallen? Did you remove the hairpiece that was attached to your head? You just laughed like usual and joked around for no reason, right? Jimin, that's when I realized that a person can endure difficult times knowing they have other people in their life. You know how lines like that are common in dramas and movies. Clichè lines like, "You saved me" or "I endured because of you". Actually, I thought saying those words is a sign of weakness. As I said before, I think I also thought they were clichè. But I was wrong. I was being arrogant. I think the strength we need to get back up after falling apart comes from love. May it be from our ownself or from someone else. I guess I thought of it in advance that relying on someone means embracing the sense of loss that comes with their absence. Writing this, I feel embarrassed because I sound like a coward. Thank you! If it weren't for you, I might still be thinking that enduring hardships alone was what it meant to live life bravely. The fact that having you by my side may not always make life easy, but it makes it a little less frightening. I hope I could be that kind of friend to you, too. Like an item that brings you comfort as you go through life. To others, it may seem over the top to say things like this for a friendship of just over a year, but shouldn't the feeling of cherishing someone precious be expressed in an extraordinary way? We always have too much fun together to the point of exhaustion. I have every reason to believe we'll keep having fun like this until we're grandmothers. What would it be like to spend my 60s and 70s with you? I just imagined it, and I think it would be super fun. Let's have fun playing until we become fabulous grandmothers!! I love you, Jimin. Perhaps love is contained within friendship. From Sua, who always enjoy waking you up after you fall asleep while we're lying down watching a movie together. P.S. I missed you so, so much, too.