I am at the end of everything. Alone in Torun, Poland I decided to reach out for help because of suicide.
I was rejected by everyone for not speaking Polish. Maybe fate is real.
Żyłem z wami – cierpiałem i płakałem z wami
Nigdy mi, kto szlachetny, nie był obojętny
Dziś was rzucam i dalej idę w cień – z duchami – A jak gdyby tu szczęście było – idę smętny
Oh worker, forge your tools into weapons of war
Oh mother, take your children under your wings
Oh father, it is time to rise and defend your land
Oh warrior, words shall not save, it is time to stand
There is a path I know so true
It is the journey I've found with you
Through the dark shadows you heard my cry
You brought in your light and became my sky
I've forsaken the world and all of its lies
I've found my peace here in your eyes
A bullet for the brain, the neck needs a rope
Every little day I end up losing hope
A razor for the wrist, feet for leaping free
I can never kill this pain that lives in me
Halls of darkness, Halls of pain
Halls I'll never walk alone again
Men of sorrow, selfish to the core
Never again in my life evermore
Steal what you will to pay your toll
You shall depart without my soul
Hope is not coming I know
Every day the shadows grow
Life is a curse that buffets me
I'm in a prison without any key
Take all I have, I no longer care
I find I am cold and so unaware
Give not to me the illusions of my youth
Faith found in the realm of evanescence
Give to me the heart and the mind of reality
For that one love would I give my life
Judge me not by what you see
For my soul is eternity
Love me deep for who I am
For this mortal flesh has not long to stand
A cry was heard from the desert
From the land where no man goes
Where all things go to die
And where the water never flows
A life to save I set out to find
Bleached by the darkened sky
There within a drop in the sea
I let a lifetime fade away from me
The memory of my tears became no more
No message to be found upon the shore
Beauty and grace lost in the waters flow
All is pulled down by the undertow
From the great west I did arise
To free the demons from your eyes
My sword is truth and reality
I cut them down to set you free
This is the fire from which we start
Place your hand upon my heart
Life is too hard for the lonely
Life is too cruel for the soul
If you put your trust in me
We won't face the hurt alone
The promise is given and I will hold true
There is none that I trust more than you
The world will come to tear down this dream
Yet I will give them a reason to scream
The blood of kings, what of your shame?
What history runs through your veins?
Fight not destiny for you can not win
The essence of life is found within
Vamorie esctorie dees fidred une
Deston der fildun eray dasune
Tiul avart der sundret adger philon
Stildecz gyverdia buldzv zer une
