The hottest thing a guy can do is be kind to me honestly.

Dexter profile pic as I hype my way to the new season. 🙏🏻

I want a man who loves me for me who doesn’t mind that I’ve had bottom surgery. 😕

When I came out as trans at 17 I genuinely believed I was too old to come out. I was silly.

The idea that I call myself a straight woman just because I’m ashamed of being a gay man is ridiculous. Especially when being trans is far less accepted by people. I won’t stop calling myself a straight woman. Whatever people say.

Some of my hidden replies have been evil, but I’ve been out for 8 years. I can take them on the chin.

Hate that my feed is full of people being nasty about bottom surgery. I get it’s not for everyone and can be difficult for someone who isn’t trans to understand, but what they’re saying is evil. I’m getting referred for it in December. I’m proud of that.

I know I bang on a lot about having a hormone imbalance, low testosterone, pre HRT but it’s so important I stress that as a defence for why waiting 8 years for hormones wasn’t as awful as it could have been. Like I had breasts prior to HRT. It’s wild.

I know being straight isn’t anything special, but as a trans woman it’s an identity it’s taken me a while to understand. I do love my attraction to guys. I think it’s beautiful.

Okay so my DIY HRT has been going well. Except muscle aches. I was naturally very low T due to hormone imbalance, now I’m on spiro and E, but it seems I’m wiping out too much T. Stuck with what to do.

RIP RJ. ❤️

8 years ago I left a note under my pillow and told them to look at it while I was elsewhere. It was easier not being there. It told everything. They accepted. Help me change my name. They now even check that I’ve had my HRT at the right time. I’m lucky to have them.

To me growing up gender dysphoria was like an animal gnawing at my flesh but I was just too young to actually realise why I was feeling like that. At 17 I finally understood what the feelings were and came out. Honestly transition saves lives.

I’ve got it into my head that I need to wait until my bottom surgery is done before I start dating properly. I just feel it’d make my dating go easier. I feel like guys will be kinder to me.

A new series of Doctor Who where the character isn’t the last of their kind? First since 2018. Woah. Sounds based. Maybe. CBeebies show might be the goat.