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+heal your inner self first. Then you might have an awakening. If we ever meet in future, it's our healed versions. I hope the best for you and @Hirunkit_ . May you two be together happily w/o any resentment. That's it from me. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I love you

and be with each other always. But can't you prioritize your friend too at times? And don't all these because I asked you to. But cuz you finally sensed what's wrong and want to make amends. No one is perfect, that's why one should always try to grow and be better. Go to a temple

It's a just a piece-you would say. Even I agree. A piece doesn't decide what you feel for someone. But your actions does @skywongraveee. So, be sincere in that. And don't take the thread for granted too. You might have a gf, he might too. I'm not telling you to abandon everyone +

don't understand at first and then regret. I don't want that for you. Why does your thread keep breaking or wearing out? I searched it up and acc to Thai culture, it means your energy is off balance, which is absorbed by thread. Or subconsciously you aren't taking it seriously. +

mere business. Whatever reason was behind your behavior-just discuss with him, express yourself, own your mistakes. Apologize genuinely w/o any expectations. Be patient. He's kind, he'll forgive you and slowly come out of his shell. Ik this might make zero sense to you. People +

So I'm saying this for myself tho as there's a high probability you might scroll it up: you still have AAA. Figure it out calmly. Introspect and reflect. You are an human and you might have fears too which, while not justified, could be the reason you started to treat him like +

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to fall for an one-sided corporate act. You wouldn't understand, would you @skywongraveee ? I'm already mourning a loss in my head. I'm parasocial and i don't know how to get over it. Idk what this will do for you but this might give me a closure. +

So, how does it feel Mr. Nateetorn? After ruining a genuine bond? No, wait. Was anything even real for you to begin with? Calling someone pure and innocent yet not acknowledging his efforts. And now, what's happening? Does he ask you out anymore? Does he invite you to his house?+

the anxiety i have just imagining a future where you two are (god forbids) separated or where you both are just 'fanservicing' and not genuine friends. I hate that and the cause is you two only. You made me fall for that natural chemistry, the true bond; or i thought so!? +

have done. Ask yourself if all this is worth it? Is money and fame worth the true connection? See, I don't know what's going on bts. But i keep spiraling over this. I just want to vent out okay? I know it's not my business, fck I'm pretty self aware. But that doesn't take away+

You are losing his unguarded, vulnerable version, making him detached. You might think I'm just another 'toxic' fan. I accept that this might be my overthinking, my paranoia. That's why I want you to look... notice the change and maybe then you might realize what you might +

Have you met his cat? Does he yap/talk freely to you like before? Does he want to hang out with you anymore? Does he smile at you warmly? Does he look at you with that soft gaze? Is he ready to go with you anywhere now huh? Observe and tell. If not, then congrats Wongravee +