FEAST 🥩🍴💋 Carnivorous Vtuber

🍴🥩 HIATUS ANNOUNCEMENT 🥩🍴 I know this isn't the type of announcement you probably want to see, but I've come to the decision that I will be taking an extended hiatus from my vtubing activities for the sake of my mental health. My current mental health has been steadily deteriorating over the last few weeks, to a point where I have found myself neglecting both my physical health & my personal responsibilities. Due to a combination of severe burn out, depression, lack of motivation & an increasingly busier work schedule, I have been unable to pull myself together to stream or create content at the standard in which I hold myself to. I feel it is in my best interest to take a step back from vtubing so I can both focus on myself, my responsibilities & on improving my mental health. This hiatus will coincide with my updated work schedule, which will have me working upwards of 10 hours a day until the end of October or longer, so please be patient with me while I try to work on myself. Thank you to all my friends & to my morsels for supporting me during this time. I look forward to seeing you all again, soon. With Love & Hunger, 🥩🍴💋

A bit of a random rant that likely will be deleted later, but will you guys mind if I look different again (i.e. use another premade/customizable model) when I return to streaming? I've been feeling a type-of-way™ about appearances as a vtuber & finding a middle ground of comfort within my financial limits has been hard- Not to overthink it again or anything, but my vtuber is something really important to me that I haven't talked that deeply about much without feeling incredible shame & embarrassment or even dismissive of. Essentially, I want to feel comfortable in when I stream & my vtuber avatar being who I want her to be is a huge part of that - like your favorite pair of jeans that fits you perfectly. Due to a variety of financial reasons and responsibilities, I opted for a premade model that I could approximate my vision for this character & I've loved it for a long time (obviously) but just like a pair of shoes that are slightly too small, over time, it just doesn't feel quite right. I want to try & work my way to a custom model like I've been told, but knowing myself, my circumstances & my responsibilities, getting there is easier said than done. I don't have the same kind of time or knowledge others might to work on a model myself & I can't afford to commission someone for one either - and with my current circumstances, that kind of money is better used for more important things. I've been in this cycle for the last five years. I didn't start streaming as a vtuber BECAUSE of this & I eventually just convinced myself to jump into it despite not feeling ready™ & there is apart of me that regrets that now. Sorry for this long rant - Maybe I've just been thinking about it too much lately because my birthday is coming up & I'm feeling like I'm running out of time to even reach these imaginary goals 💔

For full transparency → I've been doing my best to mentally & physically recover over the last several weeks. My work schedule has fortunately ended overtime & I've been attempting to find some joy & clarity in hobbies outside of gaming & streaming. For the most part, it has been very worthwhile & fulfulling. However, I'm still a little lost regarding my streaming content. I know I shouldn't overthink it too much & as long as I pursue what I enjoy, things will work themselves out, but finding that joy has been part of the problem. I'm hoping to work on finding that spark again into 2027, but it may come with some changes to my content, my streaming schedule & my overall presence as a vtuber. Things are improving, slowly but surely, but movement forward is still movement & I'm glad to be taking those steps. Thank you all for your patience & love. I really hope to see you all soon ❤️

Good morning, Morsels ❤️ Did you know that my 35th birthday is next Thursday? I know I haven't been posting or streaming much, but I wanted to let you all know that I've missed you all a lot recently. Maybe we'll celebrate a little next week? Looking forward to seeing you! 🎂

Happy Oshi Day, Morsels 🥩🍴💋 Missing you more every day I'm gone ❤️ ㅤ🎨 vgen.co/burg_play_en