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☆ am i doing it right? What you asked of me?
Castiel, a fandomless OC
( No affiliation with SPN!! ) ☆
"I wanna learn to play guitar, i think.. get my mind off of stuff for a while.." he mumbled, holding his notebook close and looking up at the other.
"..would you wanna listen to me play?"
"..just um.. some music. I learned about different genres." He brushed his red hair back behind his ear, summoning his notebook and flipping to the latest page.
"I think i really like rock music.. it.. makes me feel good. Gets the energy out."
Cass gently grabs their wrist, bringing their hand up and pressing a gentle kiss to the palm of their hand.
"..i hope my last moments are my best, at least.. will it.. will it feel like I'm dying..?"
"Normal kisses are fine- just.. no deep kisses.. please. That's too much for me."
He watched the gentle kisses, letting out a soft sigh. "Sorry.."
"I love you too, my sunlight." He smiled brightly, hands placed over his heart.
"..do you promise to come find me? If i happen to disappear?" He muttered, green eyes gazing into their beautiful blues.
"..i can leave a trail. Or even- just- keep one of my feathers. Please. I beg of you."
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+ I can stop , for now . So you're able to finish your time as an angel , if the rumours happen to be true . I wouldn't want to take those precious moments away from you sooner than necessary ."
"..maybe i am human. Maybe i don't deserve to be a celestial being. I don't.. i don't know anything anymore, gabriel." He gazed at her for a fleeting moment, before looking away.
"I- if you don't want to, i can just.. forget this all. Keep going as a clueless +
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+ cut that short to lay with ( me ) .ᐣ For your own selfish needs , Cass .ᐣ
You are so ( human )."
"..they were already planning to cast me out anyway. I heard.. rumors.. that i.. once i served my purpose, I'd have nothing left."
His voice was meek, practically wrapped around the other angels finger. "Besides.. you won't face any consequence anyway. It'd be +
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+ his thumb and index finger .
"You've lost so many already . Do you think Heaven will accept you back if you've tasted sin .ᐣ"
He felt so frustrated. Sin this, sin that. This whole system was stupid.
"..and if i said that i don't care if i fall?" He whispered, green eyes looking up at her as if he was begging.
"..there's a chance i can avoid being cast down.. we've been hidden this long- +
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+ certain until you feel it yourself ."
Now she pulls back , hands reaching up to fix the other's collar — hiding the fresh bruise in the process .
"But that's a sin .
The biggest there is ."
"Mmmhmh... you're torturing me.."
He swallows, eyes rolling back as his nails dig into her back. "...do you.. do you know what sex feels like..? I've studied it for so long- i wish i could feel it for real.."
"Gabriel-" he breathed out, heartbeat picking up slightly as her kisses trailed down, the smallest moan he could muster slipping out.
"Do you.. is this okay..?"








