I honestly don’t know what else there is left to lose at this point. We lost AouBoom and I guess we’re losing Love’s Echoes too because nobody is confirming or denying whether he’s still part of it. And now he didn’t fucking post that picture and it looks like he’s not going to leave the company but he’s also not going to act anymore? You have no idea how fucking hard this is. I genuinely thought I was getting better. I thought I was coming to terms with them choosing to focus on different things and finding their own paths but what exactly is Boom focusing on if it’s not acting? We barely have any schedules as it is and now we have this on top of everything else. It’s just so heartbreaking and I honestly don’t know what to do with all these feelings anymore. I just want to keep seeing Boom in series. I don’t even care what kind of role he gets or what project he’s in. I just want to see him on my screen again. I want to see him doing what he loves and I want him to have opportunities to show everyone what he’s capable of. Is that really too much to ask for? And on a side note if he ever does leave the company, I’m genuinely not sure we’ll get to see Ceri anymore either. I don’t even know what would happen to Ceri or where Boom would go if he left. Would he continue acting somewhere else? Would he even want to? There are just so many unanswered questions and the uncertainty is eating me alive. I hate everything that’s happening right now. I hate that we’re constantly left wondering what’s going to happen next and I hate that this fucking company makes it so hard to feel secure about anything. I’m just so tired of losing things one after another. I miss AouBoom, I miss having things to look forward to, and I just want to see Boom happy, thriving, and doing what he loves. I don’t think that’s too much to ask…