i would rather rot in your garden than bloom in anyone else's 🥀

i'm more like a don't pick me girl

if i were to do some of the things anyone has ever accused me of, i'd for sure have been caught by now

forcing myself to get some fresh air seeing i haven't left my bed since early saturday morning bc i don't want to exist. but hey maybe i'll get lucky and be hit by a truck who knows 🤠

everything is as it's always been. this never happened

am i ok? no. will i be one day? still no

learning the reason they say not to put all your eggs in one basket..

sometimes i do things to myself that are like self-mutilation but psychologically

i know this woman did not actually put some left over instant ramen in the fridge......... get me out of here 🤧

i would do anything

another day of not being able to stay awake. the way i prefer it to be

my heart has been so heavy this entire year. i’m tired man

yes i found a person who told me they would always be here and after everything that's happened, has proven they meant it. but it isn't MY person, so what's the point

i recently started being able to eat again and manage to gain a little weight back, just to lose most of it this past week and finding myself having zero appetite or concern for my body all over again

i wanna be so soft and i'm only getting numb

yk it's gonna be potent when the surgical gloves come out

i love people who have dead eyes

there's really just one thing that we have in common: neither of us will be missed

i gave up everything. to be left with nothing. but the saddest part is i would do it over and over and over and over and over again if it meant being next to you.

i am somewhere between midnight and forever