helleija 🩷🤍

I probably don't speak for everyone, but you know personally I do care about the people who come and go in my life as a streamer. Some people who I used to see every stream sometimes just vanish and it could be many reasons like a new job, a new baby, they got bored of me, and even just because of something I said once. Some people I end up meeting in real life at fanfest or twitchcon which just makes it so cool and some people I never get to ever meet cuz we're just too around the world and life just never lines up. Some people we just vibe with each other online and you know what everything is fine with that too. As a streamer, you get to know many people and intertwine with many lives. You get to hear happy life time events like them having a family, sometimes you hear a sad story like lost pets and you know what I record it all in my head and it all matters to me. Sometimes things can be TMI and yeah those lines are drawn, but every single viewer who comes and goes matter to a streamer. We think about you in some form of way. Don't think because a streamer gets too big or changes games, that we don't care about ya. I woke up today with news that really shocked me because he was on my mind literally a stream ago in the posted clip. My stream team family, my good friend @vsalinas005 also known as Vsirl005 passed on from cancer. He was the friendliest lala in limsa, an Ace Combat Gamer because his dream was to become a pilot, and my limsa bench warmer for years. He would be there waiting for me to get online every stream, waiting to help anybody with roulettes and more. I already miss you homie and I hope you get to fly high now. I'll get off my lazy ass and clear that ultimate we've always wanted to do just for you.