I want to talk about it so badly

I know I should get over it but I can’t stop thinking about May Day

don’t stop I’m so close 🤤 (to ending it all)

they r making me interact with people oh my god this is so wrong

there should be a day where everyone has to talk about my interests and they can’t change the subject or be annoyed

I am way too old to be spending an entire day writing gay fan fiction

this IS my journal. the journal factory DID explode.

I am getting very close to the truth so be careful

feeling itchy and reminiscent of odd times

being told I’m spiritually gifted as a child instead of getting diagnosed probably caused most of this

Happy birthday! I don’t know anyone who’s birthday it is today but I’m sure it’s somebody’s in the world

working hard or hardly working am I right

go to bed ugly boy

just kidding! April fools! I mean October fools! Pumpkin! 🎃

I want to talk about it

I can’t give details but this is kind of what school was like for me

onetime when I was a kid I went to this girls house for a sleepover and her family had me drink this “special” water with them and then told me to close my eyes and describe what I saw

vegetable soup and the obsession of tradition based control

I’m probably illiterate in some capacity

communicating with my cousin exclusively through tiktok comments