Itzel retweeted
The time I completely lost my mind over a guy I had known for barely three months. and we weren’t even dating. Simply because he was the first person in a long time who made me feel something again. Looking back, I think I was so attached not just to him, but to how I felt around him. After such a long period of emotional numbness, having someone make me excited to check my phone, look forward to conversations and imagine possibilities felt like finally coming back to life. I think that’s why it was so difficult to let go. I wasn’t just grieving someone I barely knew, I was grieving the feelings I thought I’d lost forever. I had attached so much hope to someone who had only been in my life for a few months because I desperately wanted that feeling to last. You don’t get attached to someone because they were extraordinary. You get attached because they made you feel something at a time when you thought you couldn’t feel anything anymore.
Itzel retweeted
When you're stuck between I should move on and if I move on there will be no chance for us anymore.
Itzel retweeted
The woman I fell in love with and called my lover has left me. Now, you see, what I never confessed was that my father grew old, and I saw his grey hair on the days when he would go for long without a shave, and I’d be troubled by the realisation that he was slowly leaving us.
