Hi I’m Ives and I’m aliveㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤ ˗ˋˏ🕯️ˎˊ˗ ㅤㅤㅤ

🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 🇵🇸 …Καλαζαήλ
Joined September 2020
My beloved miracle-chapel
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Watched The Devils 1971 🫩 aw man. Why does it kinda suck. I find this sort of thing such a bore. Meretricious is the word. It was the complete antithesis of creative work I’d find value in - so much so that it made me laugh, at least through my irritation. Lovely colours though
I have no work tomorrow so if there’s a movie you think I’d like ummm let me know and I’ll judge it severely Ives style
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I’m unsure of how to word my thoughts. It appears to me as a sequence of increasingly intense acts flagging ideas I find neither revelatory nor particularly personally interesting. All the while I’m subjected to the film delighting in its own audacity. It becomes embarrassing
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I can appreciate the use of extremity and the technique in it - lord I spent a whole year being assessed on a programme focused entirely on artistic sensory extremity - but there’s just something else here that itches me. Something in it felt adolescent. It made me weary
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Wind and rain today . Wet England . this makes the ivory happy
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Oh god. It’s the usual. I’m not attracted to him at all. He’s lovely but. He’s very reserved, so my energy just completely bulldozes his. It’s an energy massacre. I can’t find attraction in that. I need to be met head-on & challenged. The cycle is endless, remember. Remember that
Second date tomorrow. I haven’t accepted an invitation to a second date for like 3 years, because I’m mostly evil and full of sour bile. I remain curious but apprehensive. And also a little sad for some reason
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Ever since I was a child I knew soul sand was real
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the nether is real What do you think The Netherlands is. Idiot
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God punishes me because I am afraid of the gift he gave me. I try to pursue everything but it. I run from it because I’m a coward. I grab it & run, because hoarding & taxidermying is easier than honing & nurturing - I couldn’t bear to see it fluctuate, losing it for even a second
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Her Greed is Shocking
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I’ll get you… you and your damn ultraviolet
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10 Greatest Englishmen in history: 1. Jesus Christ 2. Oliver Cromwell 3. Arthur, High King of Britain 4. Hector of Troy 5. Alfred the Great 6. Horatio Nelson 7. Henry V 8. Saint George of Lydda 9. Julius Caesar 10. Harold Godwinson
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when he isn’t Juan José 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Second date tomorrow. I haven’t accepted an invitation to a second date for like 3 years, because I’m mostly evil and full of sour bile. I remain curious but apprehensive. And also a little sad for some reason
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Second date tomorrow. I haven’t accepted an invitation to a second date for like 3 years, because I’m mostly evil and full of sour bile. I remain curious but apprehensive. And also a little sad for some reason
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I think the sadness comes because the man who assaulted me still haunts this area - in a way. There’s flashes; even though it’s been like 4 years it still feels like he stole something & continues to hold it hostage. Like I’m leashed to him & only him, forever. Unchain me please
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𒀭Ivory retweeted
Is it compassionate to warn your victims?
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