JohnnyStallardGames

I'm gonna cry happy after 1.5 years I finally Met Rocketbestie @rockettuey_ she's one of my favorite girl to hangout and we have a lot of fun I'm grateful to become her Bestie and I looking forward for future plans.

Thank you for those who's being so patient with me rather you love me which is awesome or hate me which is ok not everyone can accept me who I'm really am which is ok I can't please anyone all of once which is part of me being a Human.

That’s when I'll be back to my regular schedule.

Being 35 is just a beginning but I still got long ways to go has I've been dealing with Mental illness quite sometime feelings do come & go it's part of me being a human but anyway I will be taking a break from streaming until Nov. 5.

I tried to fast my Body so I won't overeat & gain back the weight which happen to me in my early 20s & 30s then lost the weight once again in 34 1/2. I lost the weight in age of 14 1/2, 23 1/2, & 34 1/2.

I eat certain carbs & my Body doesn't agree with it so yeah. I walk every morning for a hour & I do squats & Dumbells every hour when I can just like you saw me doing it on stream than most of the nights.

I no longer eating the foods that has so much Carbs & Sugar. I will moderate eating some carbs as long as it's a good carbs just not all the time the way I eat is I can only eat that my Body agrees with after my eating habits change.

Thank you for those who will able to come on my B-Day Stream last Friday it was a lot of fun so good to be back after a 3 months of Hiatus as you can see I lost a few pounds of my Body I started cutting off So much Carbs since August meaning.

It’s happening guys I’m coming back to Twitch after 3 months of Hiatus To celebrate my 35 B-Day no worries if you can’t make it. It’s gonna be lots of fun lurkers r always appreciated. Pic created by Bestie @puffypemi

Then I will do Party Animals & Fall Guys it’ll be a 12 hour stream & it’s free to watch I missed streaming so much & I now I re-motivated myself.

But anyway I’m proud to announce that I’m finally returning back to Twitch next FriYay to celebrate my 35th b-day it’ll be the 5th B-Day stream just chatting 1st to catch up my absence.

My life back in tracked I properly won’t go to much details since you heard me guys Bitching & moaning countless of times long enough & I’m trying to stay true to myself.

It’s been nearly 3 months since I’ve been on this Platform & also streaming as well I’ve been dealing with Mental Illness & stuff in recent months but I will not apologize to take sometime off for myself to get.

I’ve been going through but there’s no one out there who I can do atm which is so depressing.

Sounds like a cop out when it comes to content but I have to do what’s best for me I will try to be back possibly on Aug 15 I will try to do YouTube videos whenever I can while my Twitch channel is on a break I really need a real hugged for this stressed.

Don’t worry about it all I asked is just bear with me while I’m trying to do better I know I say this over & over again you probably sick of me but hear me out I’m human I make mistakes how do u expect me not to flipped out.

I’m not even having fun as much as I used to & I do wanna cry myself to sleep & never bother waking up again so once again I’m not quitting streaming anytime soon I need to take a step back in order to overcome these feelings & for those who’s wondering what’s going on with me.

As I did mention yesterday’s stream that as far as I hate doing this I decided to take a month off from streaming NGL I feel so defeated feeling so miserable which leads me to almost quitting streaming & never doing it again from time to time.

$80 to $85 got it from Amazon before they took it off.

Idk how I got so many followers for a short amount of time whoever you r I just want to say thank you for over 200 followers eventhough I’ve been having set backs from here & there but I’ll take that milestone.

I rarely get sick in summer time only winter & spring if I do get sick probably means I didn’t take care of myself from time to time.