Jess 🧪🗡🗣

uhhhhh! it should be late enough, right, so if u see this shut up no u don't but if you have called me your oshi at any point, thank you for choosing me to push forward! i don't think myself a perfect oshi or know what i'm doing all the time. i just kinda keep trying to make something meaningful out of the time and opportunities i've been given. you guys know i just think myself some silly, sadistic, crazy loud guy. i really don't think much of the shit i do other than i want to make a difference in the universe, so knowing that there are people who look forward to seeing me, hearing me sing, watching me perform, or even spend a little bit of time with me makes all the bullshit i've been through up to this point feel worthwhile. so, i really really hope that i do enough and that, in some way big or small, i've given you something to look forward to, smile about or, or even just a loud guy to keep the dark voices in your head at bay. i don't ever want you guys to feel like that in order to be part of the avalution that you need to constantly keep up with me or that you need to be doing something extraordinary for me to be grateful, to notice you, or to be happy that you're here. if you're taking things one day at a time, figuring yourself out just like all of us, that's more than enough. i won't always get it right, and maybe one day you'll decide the avalution isn't for you anymore, but while you're here, i'll keep doing what i can to be someone worthy of the support you've already graciously given me. i will do my very very best to never take that for granted. so, thanks for letting me be a small part of your life from over here in feyras. thanks for believing in me, and thank you for choosing me. thank you for choosing to spend a little of your journey alongside mine while we both reach for the happiest versions of us. happy oshi day and whatever ig uhhhhhhhhhh, so anyway, fck you ok bye