JoshMsEyes

im here. =/ i really wish i could be here more.... :(

I can't be here long. But I wanted to say happy new year to @JerseysHeart I love you so much <3

@SierrasCheeks -shakes head-

@SierrasCheeks I wish it was that easy... :(

@SierrasCheeks I don't know what to do....

@SierrasCheeks I dont want to hurt him...but I can't promise to be here...

@SierrasCheeks I didn't mean for any of this....I never ment to break him...

@SierrasCheeks -squeezes back- thank you for taking care of him...

@SierrasCheeks look what I did to him...I made him so miserable and unhappy...

@SierrasCheeks I will.....I'm such a terrible person...

I'm so horrible.....I should just go...

@sierrascheeks -smiles, watches him sleep- i still find it weird how little they start out to be, then they get huge!

@sierrascheeks no, hes fine -smiles- hes all warm, and hes sort of snoringish.

@sierrascheeks its ok, i dont mind holding him, unless you want him in his crib.

@sierrascheeks -small sigh, shrug-

@sierrascheeks -looks down at him and watches him sleep- itd be hard though.... with neither jersey or i being around at the same time...

@sierrascheeks -sits next to you and keeps him close- this makes me want to be a dad even more.

@sierrascheeks -laughs a little and rocks him gently-

@sierrascheeks -holds him close and smiles- hes so cute.

@sierrascheeks -smiles- can i hold him?