KANONLYB1

No I just smoke to numb the pain I got a toxic relationship with Mary Jane

Ok ok I’m done with the sad I’m still sad it’ll remain it is what it is

Idc how many days This pain is growing and growing I do not think I’m going to recover Counting the days

Nothing fills the emptiness I feel Fuck

This pain is unbearable 💔

It’s fucked up I got a good paying full time job benefits good hours of business. At the same time my whole world collapsed. Trying to stay positive is so hard right now. I’m so empty. Time heals means time is needed for acceptance on things we cannot change

RIP BILL RUSSELL 🙏

Trying to grasp its really over

2 @ZLeaguegg #tournament back to back 🔥🔥🔥 WARZONE!!! Come watch a depressed decaying man lose his fucking mind💔 #depression twitch.tv/kanonlyb1

So depressed a self conversation made me cry Worst pain ever day idk anymore idc

It’s so bad tonight

It just doesn’t feel like it should be this way.

Cried. Really hard. Then weird thing I couldn’t stop shaking. Like convulsed. Icantsleep

The only way to explain it is pain. Everything hurts. Nothing feels good. Each blink. Each swallow of my own spit burns. Chest heavy. It’s very painful. Unlike anything I’ve encountered in my life.

Todays sadness hits every so often. I hold back the tears. I distract: until I pass out. It’s ok

I’m out here clicking shit #TikTok got me fucked up! Interact three times someone’s gonna text you in 19 minutes!!! 😂😂😂😂 hopeless over here

Day whatever pain increases with each second each day. Intolerable. #love what is it? #pain is something I’m too familiar with.

Day whatever pain hasn’t decreased yet I’ll keep this updated because idk

Idk

This pain I’m feeling I can’t take it