puppy plays the video game !

im no longer going to try to improve or compete, my health is at a point to where trying to be good at this game is impossible and i will only ever regress due to my rapidly regressing health. im putting too much mental strain trying to get better and i cant take it anymore.

i’m going back home tomorrow. very scary. i just want to say im super grateful for my wife, she has been the kindest and nicest girl ever to me and is the only reason ive been making it through the roughest part of my life, im so lucky and forever grateful for her. goodnight

i feel very awesome that i had loud winning stage 2 and then champs i just felt something special about this group

just subbed for games only to have 30% packet loss the whole time... gulp

i thought the superstrikes stock skates were terrible but these feel ok i’m not too upset

why do my bones have to be disappearing i just want to be normal like everyone else please

duality of the puppy.

i may have slipped up today and been less positive than i wanted, but i’ve been making good progress and i’m happy. today wasn’t the best but i will hold myself accountable and tomorrow and all the next days will be better!

6 months from now everyone will know me

starting today i’m going to be a much more positive person. as long as i can remember ive let anxiety and stress destroy my mental state and reduce me to a person that i cant say im proud of. im sorry to anyone thats ever been effected by my negative mood.

no words needed

this is me and my wife i must admit

i sprained my wrist :( the one i aim with too

wife got me to play deadlock for the first time, i had a lot of fun!! i’m rly bad at it but it was so enjoyable >_<

i love my wife and i will always do my best for her, she is so amazing and wonderful and im so lucky. i can’t wait to make her proud this upcoming year of competing

bweh

id be the goat if i was consistent

she’s literally perfect

i need to get better at responding to people and texting back but it’s so scary to the point i shake any time i wanna text someone :(