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(he/they) just posts art sometimes these days

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Once this happens, you need to get out of the relationship because it will only get worse and you will be what your abuser puts hands on. Trust me.
This is domestic violence. Destruction of property is also domestic violence. It's intimidation & violent assertion of control over a victim. It can also be, as appears in this case, a means of destroying the victim's independence & ability to escape. He's going to kill her.
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I tell myself it's not gonna go that way and stick around and every fucking time I end up being like "I should have expected that to escalate." Get out now.
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I didn't even know the name for this but I'm suddenly like "is this why I would get scared if I was alone in a pool, utterly convinced something was going to come out of the drain and attack me?" Like I thought that sharks or something would get me
The algorithm keeps showing me videos of submechanophobia and they are so similar to my recurring nightmares that one made me audibly yelp and turn off my phone screen. Deep, dark water with large things in it is such a specific phobia of mine but it really is a severe one for me
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It's almost relieving to see other people are frightened of it too. I can't really explain it but it literally makes me start shaking and panicking. And of course I always knew it was an irrational fear but I still can't stop my response. Unreasonable terror.
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It's not just the way it looks. Like the *sound* of an indoor pool with no people in it, the water on the tiles, I cannot explain why but it makes me want to puke and hide
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My dad's side of the family is Swedish and I gotta be real, I fucking hate Swedish food
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The algorithm keeps showing me videos of submechanophobia and they are so similar to my recurring nightmares that one made me audibly yelp and turn off my phone screen. Deep, dark water with large things in it is such a specific phobia of mine but it really is a severe one for me
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I think partly it's just having so much unsolid space under my feet. I'm also not great with heights. But also it's just that dark water feels so ancient and terrifying. I don't know what's in there, but I know it could be so large that I am essentially meaningless to it
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And if something large was hunting me in water? God, I'd just stab myself in the throat, get it over with. Anyway I expect I'll have horrible nightmares tonight lol
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I hated the new Carrie series so much it made me retroactively stop liking other Flanagan projects I used to love. I mean this as an insult when I say I don't doubt King loved it.
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It’s almost like some kind of.. Complex Stress Disorder… Post a Traumatic event…
BRAIN SCANS HAVE REVEALED CHILDREN LIVING WITH UNSTABLE FAMILIES HAVE BRAIN CHANGES SIMILAR TO COMBAT SOLDIERS AFTER ACTIVE DUTY
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Everyone claiming trans girls have a biological advantage in highschool sports, I want you to know there's an easy solution: let trans kids have hrt at the onset of puberty.
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Given the vibe on Fetlife in Portland, I understand the results, but as an Oregonian I always get an intense wave of unsexy embarrassment whenever I see this map reposted
Each US state's most disproportionately popular kink on Fetlife
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It could be worse, I guess. I could have been convinced to move to OK
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Please, please help out Ali and her family prepare for winter. I can't even imagine what it must be like having to go through a Dakota winter in a tent!
Readying for winter. We patched the tent. It needs a couple more before I risk putting it back up. More in replies. Amazon list too. Help us get ready for winter in a tent! CA/Venmo: aliwatson117 PayPal: paypal.me/aliwatson117
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nah man it’s time for ICE to be abolished and the ashes salted so it can never return
It’s time for ICE to take the masks off, turn the body cameras on, and start answering to the American people who pay for their bloated budget.
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Finally we know
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in hindsight it was a real… turning point…
i do genuinely think charlie kirk’s assassination played a big role in this
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Very sick with fever and had an unhinged dream I was watching a law and order svu episode about Home Alone where they realize Kevin is a child serial killer instead of the victim they thought he was
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Mariska Hargitay: what makes a kid do something this violent? BD Wong, speaking in very gentle tones: Children who suffer neglect in their homes, especially while being bullied, can begin to see violence as permissible Ice T: that ain't an excuse to set a man's head on fire
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Christopher Meloni caked up as fuck and so angry a vein is popping out of his forehead screaming: you never cared, abandoned him on Christmas, and now he's out there looking for his next victim! The bloods on your hands! Catherine O'Hara acting her ass off: I didn't abandon him!
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