Lily

🤍You can leave it all to me.🤍

🤍I'm alright, I know exactly what to do, don't you worry. 🤍

⭐️Lillllyyyy.... Lilybud? Are you okie dokie artichoke? It seems you've been dozing off! ⭐️

🤍I am Lillith. That is all.🤍

🤍I am your beloved patient. Your White Lily. A single symbol of hope in times of death and mourning. Hope that the future will feel the same. 🤍

🤍Like a jam-maker makes jams, or a lamb lays down for sacrifice- 🤍

🤍So until the end, I will focus on that.🤍

🤍...No, this can still be fixed. There's still a happy ending there somewhere. That is what I want. That is what I am meant to want. 🤍

🤍But then again neither is anything that's happening... If that's the case then... Did I ever know anything? Was anything set in stone? Am I more than 'that'? I don't like that. I don't.🤍

🤍This isn't normal or right or rational or explainable. 🤍

🤍I don't want to feel like I've fooled myself into thinking I can feel anything at all, I don't want to pretend to feel pain so much I learn what it means to ache, I don't want it to feel like I almost have a soul. 🤍

🤍I don't want to be broken like that. I want to be filled with bugs and errors, I want to need to be patched, I want it to be a physical issue, something that can be fixed. Not like this.🤍

🎎Then it must be your lucky day. You're already clearly broken. You're not meant to want anything at all, after all. 🎎

🤍I want to be told I did a horrible job, that my voice sounds strange and abnormal, that it's all wrong. Please tell me that. 🤍

🤍I want to be broken, shut down, torn to pieces, discarded like a doll on the shelf, put to rest. Leave me broken and smashed to little bits.🤍

🤍...I want to be broken. 🤍

🍀What do you really want? 🍀

🎎It's quite impressive for someone who doesn't have a mouth. 🎎

🍀You're so wonderful at lying with such a lovely smile on your face.

🤍I want to know what's happening. I want to be calm. I want it to all work out in the end. I want to know best. 🤍