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๐Ÿฉท sex, weed, coffee, books, movies, gaming, football. #currently tryin to survive a fucked up world. ~freedom through submission~ #BillsMafia #OutsideMyWindow

Rotterdam, NY
Joined May 2013
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I want to stay as close to the edge as i can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center.
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i donโ€™t think people understand how much music can mean to someone who spends most of their time in their own head.
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You can't fake it to make it in the BDSM world. The standards for becoming a Dom is high! As it should be Confidence without knowledge is dangerous for a sub Before you ask a sub to surrender control. Ask yourself can you even handle that responsibility? Earn your role first.
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I love that period when you find a great book & you don't care about anything except the book. You forget about everything, it's just you & the book.
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I'm beyond ready for today to just fucking be over
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The softest love is often the one that took the longest to learn how to stay.
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Appreciate what you have while you have it You never know when it will be gone ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿฝโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ‘€
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You ever have one of those days when everything starts going wrong from the second you wake up? That's how my day is going.
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I'm worried about me. I'm worried about him. I'm worried about us. I'm worried about results. I'm worried about money. I'm worried about school. All this worry isn't good for me. It's making every day feel chaotic from beginning to end. Not getting much sleep. No appetite. #lost
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Michelle Bโ˜•๐Ÿƒ๐ŸŽฎ retweeted
One of the most interesting things about k!nk is how often โ€œI want you to control meโ€ actually means โ€œI want to trust someone enough that I can stop controlling everything.โ€
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Loving someone while knowing you might lose them changes the way you notice every small moment.
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Nothing feels quite right in my life right now
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To all of you who have reached out lately with words of encouragement and support, thank you so much. I've seen your messages and they are so appreciated. ๐Ÿฉท๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿซ‚
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Cozy lights. Cozy candle. Cozy blanket. Lots of pillows. Comfy clothes. Bowl of soup thanks to J. Old b&w horror movies. Weed. Lots and lots of weed. #MyNight
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Now the wait begins. The next few weeks are going to be some of the scariest I've ever had to go through.
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Not sure I'm gonna get through this without throwing up. I feel so sick. My anxiety is completely out of control and nearing panic attack level.
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My anxiety is through the fucking roof
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