Mockstache 🏳️‍🌈 | Space Plant VTuber 🏜☄👾

silly, Silly, SILLY! 😵‍💫 w/ @OSoSillyMe @JazzaScreams @callherluna

I can't wait to return to Until Then. Huge thank you to @MaximumEntmt & @lurkitcom for the opportunity to showcase this wonderful game to my community. (Also the censor is due to an overlay asset I had on my stream. Due to recent events with the artist I cannot promote it. 🙂)

"Miss Finster! Miss Finster!" 🤓

People are gonna be so annoyed with me tomorrow. Why? Cause it’s a special day. A day where my celebration syncs up with another celebration. A day where I get to spend exactly 11 hrs being a complete menace to my entire community. Ooh wee y’all about to be sick of me! 🐳🔥🐉

I have some new followers. Don't know where y'all came from, but I guess I'll introduce myself. *ahem* Hi I'm Blazette Midnight THEE Casual Dragon Queen Vtuber who's a techie by day, streamer by night. You may have seen "the foot clip"... If not, dwbi. That's just my double Sniffette Midriff being a menace. I'm pretty chill with a dose of chaotic. I don't post here often as I tend to stay busy and living in 4K. So just assume I'm getting milk if I go MIA for a bit. Also because you followed me I now live in your walls and your chicken is mine and maybe your fur babies. 💙🐉

Sometimes I think about the one boss that tore down my confidence to the lowest it’s ever been. My anxiety shot up so bad to the point where I would cry on the weekends and things that used to bring me joy or relaxation were no longer enjoyable or relaxing. A level of fear was instilled in me where I could lose my job and everything else I worked hard for. When I finally did lose my job, years later, I felt like a failure. I felt like everything he said about me in a review was true. Imposter syndrome set in and I felt like I would never amount to anything. My drive and willingness to work for anything I wanted out of life, gone. I wanted to disappear in the hopes no one remembers my name or existence. I still think of the latter when at my lowest. Just mentally drained from expending energy on efforts lost or keeping relationships with others only for their benefit. It’s a selfish notion, but it’s something I’ve pondered often. Fast forward to today. I look at where I am now and the sort of environment I’m in. My co-workers are enjoyable and easy to get along with. They are helpful and encourage growth. They value mental and physical health over work. Their diversity game is strong. And they ultimately seem to value me and the ideas I bring to the table. Overall I’m just happy. It’s not perfect by any means. No place of work is imho. But it’s better than where I was. Part of me feels I don’t deserve to be happy with the shit I’ve dealt with in silence. But it’s honestly nice to feel a moment of relief when life constantly beats you down. ❤️ #BlazetteThoughts

Finally caught up with everything I missed from the Black Vtuber Awards. First off, let me say the production was stunning! Everyone from the hosts to the people who worked behind the scenes deserve their flowers. You all worked so hard to put together an amazing event to highlight Black creatives in this space. Secondly, HUGE Thank You to my community, my friends, IRL & Vtuber Family, and the various communities I'm apart of for your love and support. My journey as a Vtuber has been a wild, chaotic ride. Knowing people see my worth after dealing with a lot mentally this past year means so much to me. I know I missed a lot due to my focus being on charity, but I'm so appreciative of everyone who congratulated me on stream and in my DMs regarding my wins from the BVAs. Words cannot express the amount of joy I have in my heart. I hope to reach new heights, explore even greater opportunities, and continue to make my fans proud with all my future endeavors! Thank you so much again Midnight Snacks! 💙🐉