My second viewing. This time all emotions got to me harder this time.

Now that the main holidays are over with. I will be getting back to my writings soon.

Leona Lewis - I See You (Theme from Avatar) [Official Video] youtu.be/3YDz-ftqr1g?si=8cS8… via @YouTube I have watch both awesome songs for each movie . Though this one basically describes the beauty and love for the first one and the one for #3 about destruction and despair and heartbreak. Each song has the right tone and feel. I didn't skip #2 I get didn't mention it because 1 -I don't remember it and 2- I never liked it anyways

I don't remember who wanted to see some new up dated pics but here they are. At the gym

43 Building Confidence Through Quirkiness Confidence, my friends, often feels like a rare glimmering jewel hidden deep within the jungle of life, doesn't it? But let me tell you, I've discovered that one of the most unexpected pathways to finding that alluring sparkle lies in embracing my quirkiest self--and trust me, it's some seriously bizarre terrain. As someone who proudly flaunts Neytiri-inspired tattoos and splashes of wild creativity, I've learned that there's immense power in celebrating the eccentric aspects of our personalities. Let's take a stroll down this offbeat path and uncover how embracing my quirkiness has not only made life entertaining but also boosted my self-esteem in ways I never imagined! Now, give me a moment to set the scene. I still recall stepping into my very first Avatar convention donned in an outrageous, hand-crafted Neytiri costume that would make even the most devoted fans do a double-take. I mean, I wasn't just channeling Neytiri--I was transforming into her! Sure, I felt like a flamboyant Na'vi warrior ready to reclaim a lost world, but standing in a sea of fans clad in every imaginable shade of blue unleashed a whirlwind of self-doubt. What if they didn't understand my dedication? What if they laughed at my getup instead of applauding it? As I stood, blending into the vibrant crowd, that little voice of insecurity began whispering--oh, how it loved to jabber! But just as those thoughts threatened to sink me into a pit of doubt, I remembered the wisdom of Neytiri, who stands tall and fierce in the face of adversity. I recalled her unwavering confidence, steadfastness, and--let's not forget--the sheer unmatched fierceness. in that moment, I embraced my own oddity. I placed my hands on my hips, puffed out my chest, and struck a dramatic power pose (yes, I did this in front of a crowd). All it took was accepting that my quirkiness made me unique, special, and deserving of attention! Soon enough, I found myself the center of a gathering, sharing animated tales of my Avatar adventures. Instead of feeling like an outlier, I transformed into a living canvas of confidence and embodiment of every fan's dream, reminding others that it's absolutely okay to celebrate the weird, wonderous corners of their lives. Another turning point in building my confidence came during the infamous local talent show, an event I had almost skipped due to anxiety. But then inspiration struck! What better way to combine my obsession with Avatar and my not-so-extraordinary flair for the dramatic than a living portrayal of Neytiri, complete with exaggerated gestures and hilarious monologues? Sure, my friends humored me by saying I had the singing voice of a tortured Na'vi, but I decided to trust my quirky instincts and take the plunge. With every over-the-top performance, I unraveled more and more layers of my self-doubt, amplifying my sincerity and absurdness to highs that resonated beyond just myself. The moment I steeped on that stage--flailing my arms and bashing in my eccentricity--an unexpected cheer erupted. The crowd recognized that what truly required bravery was letting my true self shine unapologetically. Building confidence through quirkiness has allowed me to reclaim moments that once felt like stumbling blocks. The truth is, life swung a few challenges my way that might have crushed someone else's spirit, but not me! When I recall that episode of dropping an enormous jar of blueberries in the grocery store aisle (a real-life slapstick moment)--instead of sulking in embarrassment, I decided to embody the spirit of Neytiri and rescue the "spilled blueberries of doom." I whipped out my phone, and with every squished berry, I dramatically narrated "The Tragic Loss of the Blueberries: A Na'vi Tale" while playfully pretending to weep for their demise. Amazingly, it turned into a mini spectacle, drawing smiles from shoppers who paused in the aisle. Laughter engulfed me! That incident made me realize how my willingness to embrace vulnerability brightened the everyday moments, turning potential embarrassment into confidence-boosting experiences. Beyond performances and grocery store shenanigans, I've also found that connecting with fellow enthusiasts in the Avatar realm fosters confidence like nothing else. Whether it's through sharing goals on social media or supporting one another's creative projects. I've developed a fantastic network of people who truly understand the joy of embracing our quirks. When surrounded by individuals who celebrate each other's oddities, it becomes a joyous circle that radiates encouragement and boosts self-worth to a celestial level. we cheer each other on, from outrageous hairstyles to whimsical merchandise, creating an environment where no one feels judged--only appreciated and celebrated. Ultimately, I have found confidence in being unapologetically myself! Embracing quirks and eccentricities offers a warmth that spreads through every corner of life, inviting laughter while fostering camaraderie wherever I go. I genuinely believe that each brush of individuality colonizes our lives and creates a vibrant spectrum of human experience, one in which we can bask joyfully. So, the next time you feel burdened by insecurities or the naysayers in your life loom beyond the horizon, step boldly into your quirkiness--chances are, you'll find that everyone else is cheering you onward, too! After all, if Neytiri can unleash her fierceness to defend Pandora, surely, I can steal the limelight with my collection of oddball talents and unique quirks. Cheers to confidence and, of course, to thriving in the delighted chaos of life!

42 Finding Joy in Everyday Nonsense Life has a quirky way of revealing joy in the most unexpected places, especially when you're attuned to the delightful nonsense that fills our daily lives. It's kind of like wandering through the bioluminescent scene of Pandora and stumbling upon something that makes you stop, gasp, and chuckle all at once. As an Avatar collector and proud devotee of all things Neytiri, I've learned that this joyous peculiarity is something to hold onto--sometimes even celebrate loudly, with exaggerated arm gestures and an Oliver Twist-worthy grin. From my truck to the grocery store, there's almost never a dull moment, especially when nonsense is just waiting around the corner. Take, for instance, that one fateful day when I decided to adorn my truck with more Neytiri decals. Oh, I thought I was embarking on a simple automotive upgrade, but that's not how the universe orchestrated this! I strutted proudly into the decal shop, filled with hope and dreams of creating the ultimate Avatar tribute vehicle. The moment I stepped through the door, though, chaos ensued. A small child leapt in front of me, pointed at my truck, exclaiming, "Look! Mommy, it's a real-life Na'v! And it talks!" I wasn't quite ready for my impromptu performance art debut. Just like that, I found myself creating wild unrealistic stories about how I had just flown in from Pandora and needed help sourcing some hydroponic garden equipment to nurture an Avatar tree in my backyard. All the while, the child's eyes twinkled, and the patrons in the shop shared collective eye rolls, trying not to crack up. If that's not finding joy in the everyday nonsense, then I don't know what is! And while we're on goofy moments, let me dive into the absolute gem of a time I tried to multitask during grocery shopping, I had grand ideas of saving time by navigating the aisles with my mental shopping list, all while loudly discussing the virtues of Avatar-inspired fruit platters with my imaginary Na'vi muse. "Now Neytiri, what do you think? Should a fruit platter feature luminous blue berries or vivid green kiwis?" I excitedly exclaimed, waving my hands as I strolled through the produce section. The result? A grocery employee almost dropped their eggplant, snickering and joining in with, "absolutely luminous berries!" I looked around to find the crowd genuinely enjoying this whimsical exchange, and it felt like an Avatar flash mob--a delicious, absurd spectacle where laughter echoed odd the sacred broccoli. But it doesn't stop there! Some of my most glorious moments are sparked during my morning coffee runs. Now, coffee isn't merely a caffeine delivery system for me; it's an opportunity for whimsical interactions with unsuspecting baristas. I'll saunter into the cafe, wide-eyed and passionate, ordering my "Neytir-i-tini" (because, of course, a bioluminescent herbal tea has to be a thing). I can't tell you how many times I've left patrons grinning ear to ear as I passionately explain how a proper Neytiri homage necessitates splendid herbal elixirs that celebrate nature, even if they don't have a clue whether I'm on solid ground or just a little bit unhinged. Between graceful hand movements and animated storytelling, I found camaraderie in shared laughter that brightened everyone's day. It's in these moments that I realize true joy comes wrapped in whimsical nonsense, freely given to those willing to indulge in the absurdity of life. Whether I'm attempting to convince a bewildered stranger that luminescent tattoos are essential for deep-switching people's perception of fervently chatting about Avatar-themed potato chips at the snack aisle, I'm met with giggles and delighted head shakes. And what greater joy is there than keeping our spirits bright and playful in a world that sometimes unfortunately thrives on monotony and seriousness? The beauty of embracing life's everyday nonsense is that it magnifies the little details other might overlook--the precision of a perfectly designed Neytiri sticker or the epiphany that the sunflowers near my home look like they just stepped out of Pandora-inspired dream. It's realizing that even gardening can be a humorous undertaking when I could easily mistake a weed for a lost Neytiri companion--"Oh Neytiri! You've gone back into the wilds!" Finding joy in these moments transforms mundane routines into captivating little adventures, capturing that elusive spark of happiness. In conclusion, immersing myself in whimsical nonsense creates a tapestry of joy that is both uplifting and hilarious. Life doesn't have to be a rigid path devoid of laughter; it can be a vibrant adventure--where the spirit of Avatar ignites wonder and delight in the everyday. By adopting an approach that sees the humor in daily absurdities and relishes in the inexplicable, I find that laughter truly is the best medicine. So let us celebrate life together, embracing our own unique joys, whether it melds together with luminous tattoos and trucks or mysterious encounters in grocery stores. Cheers to the delightful nonsense sweeping us up into joy!

41 The Art of Talking to Myself Let's dive into one of my most cherished quirks: the fabulous art of talking to myself. I like to think of it as a specialized communication style--one that fosters wit, spontaneity, and endless entertaining monologues. It's a unique practice almost like practicing lines for an Oscar nomination, only my audience is primarily my own reflection, the occasional bewildered onlooker, and perhaps a couple of confused pigeons wandering close by. No fancy scripts or dramatic directors here, just me bouncing ideas, frustrations, and occasionally delirious imaginings around inside my own head like I'm conducting an Avatar symphony. Picture this: I'm cruising down the road in my truck, decked out in Neytiri decals, the air filled with the scent of freedom and fresh asphalt. Suddenly, it hits me: it's about time I have an in-depth conversation regarding the complexities of being a Na'vi in a human world. So there I am, gripping the steering wheel with one hand while the other gestures enthusiastically, just like Neytiri would do while defending the Omaticaya clan! sure, passerby's might do a double-take, but hey-- they have yet to realize that they're witnessing true artistry in action! You haven't felt alive until you've had a heartfelt exchange about Pandora's floating mountains while at a stoplight, using intense facial expressions to convey the gravity of each idea. There's also the endearing downside--the occasional inward debate about whether I'm crafting masterpieces or spiraling toward eccentric disarray. One minute I'm articulating branded monologues about the battles of the Na'vi, and the next, I'm arguing with myself about how life would be if we were governed by the whims of the floating luminescent plants. "Oh, how whimsical is life when you have the wisdom of Eywa guiding you," I muse, while simultaneously countering that " life without the contrasting hues and complexity of human emotion would just be boring!" It's like a me-vs-me scenario, and I'm white-knuckling the steeling wheel while fully embracing this inner dual. Why not have a little battle of wits with yourself? I mean, in the grand scheme of things, it builds character and, let's be real, who doesn't love a good plot twist? One of the hilarious elements of this inner dialogue is that it often takes the most absurd detours. I can't count how many times I've taken my Avatar fantasies to existential extremes. Here's how this typically goes: "So, if Na'vi lived in modern Canada and were dealing with taxes, would they still advocate for tree conservation, or would they rally against the lumber industry with a flair for the dramatic?" I mean, if giant blue extraterrestrials had to fix tax returns, wouldn't they use spirit animals as their references? I can picture them holding consultations with their direhorses, roping absolutely everyone into existential crises and bickering over who gets more tax deductions based on their legendary feats in battle. The absurdity of it all sends me into fits of giggles, making any mundane drive an odyssey of humor. Talking to oneself tends to snowball, morphing into off-the-wall theatrical performances. Sometimes I find myself pretending to be Neytiri, giving myself advice on how to blend better into human society. "Mr. Avatar, you must channel your inner Na'vi by releasing those inhibitions and speaking from the heart," I pull off a convincing impersonation that would surely earn a few chuckles from fellow fans. You'd be surprised how professional this routine sounds--a dramatic reimagining of Avatar, set in rush-hour traffic! One particularly memorable moment involved me passionately persuading myself that I should get an additional Neytiri tattoo to honor my own silly yet earnest motives, concluding with an imaginary standing ovation from an unseen audience inside the cab. It's the height of self-motivation, after all! But it's not just entertainment and surreal philosophical debates--talking to myself also serves as therapy. Sure, friends often joke that I've created my own echo chamber, but when life gets tough, conversing with oneself can become a self-empowering exercise in reflection. In times of stress, I dive deep into my Avatar "wisdom," reminding myself that it's okay to stumble now and then. "Even the most skilled Na'vi might occasionally trip in the sacred forest," I tell myself, conjuring up the image of Neytiri gracefully navigating her surroundings, only to faceplant dramatically in her quest for balance. It's a comforting thought, knowing that even in fiction, the journey includes its fair share of faceplants. As I embrace this whimsical art of conversing with myself, I feel blessed to be in a world where imagination reigns supreme. Who needs a therapist or a support group when you can build alternate realities while cruising to the grocery store or embarking on countless bizarre arguments with yourself? Each exchange--be it silly, profound, or downright confusing--keeps the spirit of my Avatar journey alive and vibrant. Laughter and creativity are the core elements of my life, and by reaching into my own depths, I'll continue to explore this zany adventure of talking to myself, one giggle at a time. And hey, next time you see someone chatting animatedly with themselves, just know that there's a world of vibrant imaginations waiting to unfold. I lovingly embrace this quirk, and let me tell you--it's truly a blast!