neisse

another one??? oh the orchid banner is going to cook me

gotta work this shit for at least 4 more months cuz I need a new laptop oh my god bruh

omg one more to go

working a shit minimum wage job that takes all my time eating slop for lunch every day I hate it here

pengen kabur... tapi gda pengalaman gda portfolio gda skill gda modal... gmn yaa... apa mati aja

but I'm running out of time....

sometimes I step into a puddle and some sand and get depressed about being stuck here. man I really need to get out of here

oh shit my niece is getting into ajr 💀 someone save her

a 4 hour fallout new vegas session every sunday would fix me but my laptop broke down and is now unfixable :(

it's been 11hrs and well that was embarrassing. I still feel miserable tho

nice lmao

hmm... should I reapply to that job opening lol I think it'd be funny. I kinda don't wanna get blacklisted tho...

I NEED to get away from here preferably as soon as possible. but I'm so broke...

I hate doing job interviews... we as a society put too much emphasis on social skills...

I think I've gotten like five times more miserable since starting my current job. I should've stayed unemployed

I'm so sad rn I'm about to cry in my current shitty job I should've leveraged my stomachache for a day off I was so excited for that job too...

called it I hate being alive why do I always fail at interviews? I always pass the preliminary tests

sorry for quoting but I meant it as in no events, no gatherings, no outside because this place has shit infrastructure and I still can't drive so I literally can't go anywhere freely