It's five o'clock in the afternoon, and Thom hasn't got up yet. I'm going to kill Thom. He must have stayed up late again😡😡😡
What else can I do but complain all the time and achieve nothing? A basket case like me will never change. My partner will be disappointed in me. I am so pathetic and ridiculous
Why haven't I died yet? Why didn't I succeed when I committed suicide? If I had known earlier, I would have locked my door so that they couldn't get in. Otherwise, I wouldn't have been taken to the hospital by them for treatment. I really want to die
I really want to die now. When I think of going back to school, my body starts to shake. I can't go back to school. Everything there makes me feel stressed. But I can't stay at home for the rest of my life. God, please help me.....
I don't want to abandon my studies, but my body and psychological quality tell me that I can't settle down there, and I'm so painful
I want to kill myself now, I am so painful, that feeling comes back again, I feel very tired and confused
I remember a serious but funny thing. When I was locked up in a mental institution, I heard a man say to the director, "Director, can you let me out of the hospital? You let me out of the hospital and I will bring my classmates and friends into the hospital for you."
In short, it probably means that the person is willing to sacrifice others in order to get himself out of the hospital, just like a drowning person who wants to pull others into the water to escape from the water for himself, and does not even care about the death of those people







