𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗

𝓒𝓐𝓘𝓣𝓛𝓨𝓝 𝓚𝓘𝓡𝓡𝓐𝓜𝓐𝓝 —————— 𝐻𝒶𝓁𝒻 𝑜𝒻 “𝒫𝒾𝓁𝓉𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇’𝓈 𝐹𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓉”

// been about 3 months since i last got on here, might flip….. 😔

missed her own birthday again. darn.

// muse for Cait is at an all time low and every time I get on here it feels like im not doing anything productive what do :(

( looks left.) ( looks right. ) … ⁱⁿᵉᵉᵈᵗᵒᵍᵉᵗˡᵃⁱᵈ.

Severely regretting spending the holidays with violet. don’t think I’ve been fully sober in about 2 weeks.

// hough okay the holidays are basically over, gonna try to get back to stuff here soon!

and you’re going to do that how, exactly?

not up for you to decide, unfortunately.

this isn’t an exclusive case. i put myself at risk for tons of people. just depends on if and when i deem it necessary.

getting a restraining order on that little ginger twink.

i take care of myself just fine, thank you very much.

you’re certainly tough competition, but i wouldn’t be surprised at this point…

i can live with that. my entire— purpose is to serve the people, and die for them. if i get to enjoy the company that deals it out, all the better…

hating eachother has gotten neither of us anywhere. only thing it’s done is put more people into the ground. i can’t .. do that anymore.

please never ask me to cook for you i will kill us all.

…. i get it. i really do. but i just— i know, i can make things different. and you deserve that. you deserve people who won’t.. vanish.

… i think i can handle myself to a better degree than sevika could. the entire point of this is to show you that you can— be around people, and not worry about how or when they’re going to combust.

i’m not an idiot, jinx. i know you don’t— ‘do’ attachment. doesn’t mean we can’t try and just be.. friendly with eachother- even abit.

— well, unless you have a better idea, i’ll just go grab the rifle and we can go back to the usual ‘trying to murder eachother’ bit. i am /tired./ i want us on good terms with eachother.