"Just when I thought you were finally acknowledging my sacrifice, you go right back to undermining it. Poor Till this. Poor Till that. Instead of living in my honor, you grovel like a worm. No matter how many years pass, you'll always be pathetic it seems." +
Replying to @ParasiticFriend
eyes pop wide
open , staring
up at the phantom .
β iβ wait . stop .. β
there's a look
of dread over
his expression
as he places a
hand over ivan's ,
trembling .
((This song is gonna be stuck in my head for a month and I will forever think of chonky Ivanbun whenever I hum it. Go buy their stuff. They're so freaking adorable.))
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((Would it be far fetched to think that after Alien Stage gets more AUs and more songs and overall develop, that we would eventually get a gacha game?
They're already gacha-ing all their merchandise so might as well do a gacha game too, right?))
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Ivan couldn't help but chuckle at his words. Of course still had to act tough.
"You're the one making it a bigger deal with all your arguing and now blushing."
Since it wasn't "a big deal" like Till says, he thought it would be okay to steal a second kiss. +
Replying to @discarded10000
β that .. was it .α£
why does everyone
make a big deal
about it .. β
but his expression
contradicts his
words . he can't
meet ivan's eyes .
not with the way
his heart leaps
into his throat .
Another quick peck on the cheek was given. How greedy of Ivan. How selfish of him to force his feelings upon him. If Till was going to encourage it though, then his feelings were free to grow and grow as much as they please.
Ivan rested his head on Till's shoulder. +
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Ivan hesitated. Was it really okay? Till won't lash out at him? He found that strange, but it'll be foolish of him to pass on this opportunity for a kiss. He felt nervous like Till, but also excited.
He scooted closer a little bit more. +
"Everyone is doing the cheek so I'll do that." He gave him the heads up. With that, he slowly leaned in then....peck! Right on the cheek! That took less than a second.
However, Ivan remained close to whisper in Till's heavily blushed ears. +
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"......Up to you." Ivan hesitated with his reply. Saying yes would make him come off too strongly like earlier. He wanted Till to have the final say. He wanted him comfortable and sure that this is what he wants.
"Do you want me to do it or you?"
He scooted closer.
Replying to @discarded10000
β .. so do you
want to try it .. β
he mumbles the
words shyly ,
casting gaze off
to the side .
ivan seemed to
want to try the
kiss thing with
him .. maybe he'll
get out of his
strange behavior
if he gets what
he wants .
Ivan was surprised, but soon his expression softened into a small smile and a tender gaze.
"Yeah, you're very brave and strong. Much more than I am. I think it's what cause you the most trouble though."
Having this conversation was slowly getting him out his depressive state. +
Replying to @discarded10000
whether he βbehavesβ
or not , he gets
beaten and handled
roughly . still ,
he's never felt
that ivan was
someone to fear .
β you're giving
yourself a lot
of credit , idiot .. β
That doesn't make sense to him. He should be scared. He should be staying far away from him. The fact that he isn't was strange.
His voice turned a bit stern now, like a father scolding a child. He felt protective.
"Till, I could've hurt you." He told him. +
Replying to @discarded10000
β no .α£ you just
startled me . why
would i be π΄π€π’π³π¦π₯
of you .α£ β
despite all the
pranks , he's never
felt like ivan was
a danger to him .
he .. trusts him .
though , he isn't
fully conscious
of that fact .
β what's the
matter with you .. β
"Why is that?"
Ivan's furrowed his brows to express confusion, clueless to the fact that, yes, he'll most certainly tease him about the drawing. That's just how he showed affection though. He saw nothing wrong with it. Once again his social struggles reared its ugly head. +
Replying to @discarded10000
besides , he feels
like ivan will just
tease him about
it after . as if he
doesn't have
enough ammo
to use against him .
β i've told you
many times i
don't show my
drawings to the
direct subject .
buzz off . β
Picking petals off a flower.
"He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. He loves me not-."
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Ivan jumped upon suddenly hearing the other's voice. He didn't expect him to approach him today....or ever.
He swallowed down his excitement of seeing him and quickly turned his head away while hugging his knees.
"Why are you talking to me?" He mumbled.
Replying to @discarded10000
he shakes away
his thoughts ,
deciding to bite
the bullet and
join him .
β h-hey ..
why are you out
here alone .α£
like a loser ... β
awkward fidgeting ,
trying to break
the ice . he's not
used to this ββ
initiating ..
not since they
were kids .





