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Mun/Muse are 20+. MDNI.
Joined November 2022
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πšƒπš‘πšŠπš—πš” 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πšπš˜πš› πš‹πšŽπš’πš—πš πšπš‘πšŽ πšŸπš’πšŒπšπš’πš– 𝚘𝚏 πš–πš’ πšœπš‘πšŠπš•πš•πš˜πš  πšŽπš–πš˜πšπš’πš˜πš—πšœ.
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"Just when I thought you were finally acknowledging my sacrifice, you go right back to undermining it. Poor Till this. Poor Till that. Instead of living in my honor, you grovel like a worm. No matter how many years pass, you'll always be pathetic it seems." +
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eyes pop wide open , staring up at the phantom . β€œ iβ€” wait . stop .. ” there's a look of dread over his expression as he places a hand over ivan's , trembling .
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His hand began to tighten on his throat. Gradually the arteries were squeezed shut, cutting off blood flow. The sweet warm smile he was known for suddenly got a sinister impression to it. "But that's okay. You're at your most cutest when you're pathetic~."
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((This song is gonna be stuck in my head for a month and I will forever think of chonky Ivanbun whenever I hum it. Go buy their stuff. They're so freaking adorable.))
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((Would it be far fetched to think that after Alien Stage gets more AUs and more songs and overall develop, that we would eventually get a gacha game? They're already gacha-ing all their merchandise so might as well do a gacha game too, right?))
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Ivan couldn't help but chuckle at his words. Of course still had to act tough. "You're the one making it a bigger deal with all your arguing and now blushing." Since it wasn't "a big deal" like Till says, he thought it would be okay to steal a second kiss. +
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β€œ that .. was it .ᐣ why does everyone make a big deal about it .. ” but his expression contradicts his words . he can't meet ivan's eyes . not with the way his heart leaps into his throat .
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Another quick peck on the cheek was given. How greedy of Ivan. How selfish of him to force his feelings upon him. If Till was going to encourage it though, then his feelings were free to grow and grow as much as they please. Ivan rested his head on Till's shoulder. +
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"What did you think about it? Would you like to kiss regularly after this?"
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Ivan hesitated. Was it really okay? Till won't lash out at him? He found that strange, but it'll be foolish of him to pass on this opportunity for a kiss. He felt nervous like Till, but also excited. He scooted closer a little bit more. +
he gazes back into ivan's eyes , and for what seems like the first time , he properly looks at him . his upper lip tightens a little nervously . β€œ i don't know . just .. do whatever the others did . ” he hates the way his ears burn red , giving him away .
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"Everyone is doing the cheek so I'll do that." He gave him the heads up. With that, he slowly leaned in then....peck! Right on the cheek! That took less than a second. However, Ivan remained close to whisper in Till's heavily blushed ears. +
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"Thank you.... For letting me be selfish...."
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"......Up to you." Ivan hesitated with his reply. Saying yes would make him come off too strongly like earlier. He wanted Till to have the final say. He wanted him comfortable and sure that this is what he wants. "Do you want me to do it or you?" He scooted closer.
Replying to @discarded10000
β€œ .. so do you want to try it .. ” he mumbles the words shyly , casting gaze off to the side . ivan seemed to want to try the kiss thing with him .. maybe he'll get out of his strange behavior if he gets what he wants .
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Ivan was surprised, but soon his expression softened into a small smile and a tender gaze. "Yeah, you're very brave and strong. Much more than I am. I think it's what cause you the most trouble though." Having this conversation was slowly getting him out his depressive state. +
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whether he β€œbehaves” or not , he gets beaten and handled roughly . still , he's never felt that ivan was someone to fear . β€œ you're giving yourself a lot of credit , idiot .. ”
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He really was weak for Till. He just can't stay away from him and the other man was only encouraging his love struck feelings, feeding into his toxic behavior by continuing to engage with him. "If you're not scared of me then I'll stay by you. I'll protect you."
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That doesn't make sense to him. He should be scared. He should be staying far away from him. The fact that he isn't was strange. His voice turned a bit stern now, like a father scolding a child. He felt protective. "Till, I could've hurt you." He told him. +
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β€œ no .ᐣ you just startled me . why would i be 𝘴𝘀𝘒𝘳𝘦π˜₯ of you .ᐣ ” despite all the pranks , he's never felt like ivan was a danger to him . he .. trusts him . though , he isn't fully conscious of that fact . β€œ what's the matter with you .. ”
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"I lost control of my temper and I shoved you into a wall. What if next time I do something worse?" He would never forgive himself if he did. They often had physical fights, but that wasn't his point. "Why trust me after that?"
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"Why is that?" Ivan's furrowed his brows to express confusion, clueless to the fact that, yes, he'll most certainly tease him about the drawing. That's just how he showed affection though. He saw nothing wrong with it. Once again his social struggles reared its ugly head. +
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besides , he feels like ivan will just tease him about it after . as if he doesn't have enough ammo to use against him . β€œ i've told you many times i don't show my drawings to the direct subject . buzz off . ”
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"Are you afraid people won't like it? Ignore them. I'm serious, you're very talented. Please let me model for you. Pleeease!"
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Picking petals off a flower. "He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. He loves me not-."
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Ivan jumped upon suddenly hearing the other's voice. He didn't expect him to approach him today....or ever. He swallowed down his excitement of seeing him and quickly turned his head away while hugging his knees. "Why are you talking to me?" He mumbled.
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he shakes away his thoughts , deciding to bite the bullet and join him . β€œ h-hey .. why are you out here alone .ᐣ like a loser ... ” awkward fidgeting , trying to break the ice . he's not used to this β€”β€” initiating .. not since they were kids .
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"Didn't I scare you?" He felt horrible for shoving him into that wall and trapping him there. That nervous look Till had didn't go unnoticed by Ivan.
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