Chris Knight

"..I've tried to channel my anger about my dad’s passing for so long - but more remains. "Anger clouds the mind. Turned inward, it is an unconquerable enemy. "Unfortunately, I chose to face this enemy alone but as I continue to confront it, I don’t forget the people I love.”

とても疲れています。父が亡くなってから、私はよく眠れなくなり、ほとんどの夜を泣きながら涙で眠りに落ちています。この痛みは耐え難いものだと感じています。

Mentally exhausted.

I'd give anything to feel normal again. I hate all this crying. I hate all the fear and the sadness. I hate thinking I disappoint or fail others. I hate the dark thoughts that cross my mind. I just wish to be the old me again. I'm fighting like hell though to not give up

Please, I can't take much more!

I am so, so, so, so FUCKING sad

I'm not as strong as everyone thinks I am. Eventually, I'll just give up.