𝓢𝓸𝓶𝓲 𝓝𝓭𝓾𝓷𝓪 ✝︎🇿🇦

My Testimony: Many people see surrendering to God, our ABBA Father, Jehovah through our Lord & Saviour, Jesus Christ as a weakness. They think Jehovah created humans to do life without Him & His guidance. I have GOOD NEWS for you! ☺️ Bc we are ALL born into sin that separated us from Jehovah our CREATOR from birth, we ALL first NEED to be reconciled to Jehovah THROUGH our Lord, Jesus Christ.✨ You may THINK you are functioning well right now but ur foundation is built like sinking sand. One day, your foundation will EVENTUALLY crack & break open & you will hit rock bottom. It’s inevitable. I recently told a high school mate of mine that I’m so GLAD I became a mess in my early 20’s bc it was a reflection of the inner turmoil that was happening inside of me that was dormant. If I didn’t become a mess, I wouldn’t have known I need a Saviour & when my Lord & Saviour, Jesus Christ rescued me, He showed me that it’s INITIALLY my foundation that is a mess. It was just dormant. So, Jesus Christ told me He is going to completely break down the sinking foundation I was initially building on & that I must use Him as the foundation to RE-BUILD my life on bc His foundation is like a rock, unlike my previous foundation that was like sinking sand. He further told me that WHEN the INEVITABLE storms of life, trials, tribulations, etc come my way, this time around… I won’t be shaken bc I will have built my life on a solid rock & I’ll stand FIRM. I told Him I accept His wonderful offer bc the foundation I had was already broken. I had no leg to stand on & I can’t get up & stand on a broken foundation. So, He stripped away EVERYTHING & EVERYONE that was still remaining in my life. My old life was already COOKED, anyway but He tore away the filth that was still remaining. He followed up by washing me clean, by giving me a new heart & He took away my old heart of stone. You see, I had BECOME evil. The hurt I carried made me harder than most people. Hurt people, hurt people. My high school mate laughed & affirmed what I was saying by saying: “Somi, you were a WRECKING BALL.” Anyone who came my way was not safe bc I was tearing down myself, my ex-husband, my relatives, former friends & acquaintances, my reputation, etc The demons I had due to the UNREPENTED sins I was committing, made sure I broke myself & everyone that crossed my path & the solution they offered me was to become a sangoma. As I sat in the mud of my destruction, my Lord & Saviour, Jesus Christ offered His hand to me & since I had nothing to hold on to bc being a sangoma was just NOT an option for me, I quickly grabbed His hand, He pulled me out of the mud & He LITERALLY rescued me. Why was being a sangoma NOT an option for me? I just rejected the “calling” IMMEDIATELY bc I always felt the path of destruction I was on was SPIRITUALLY orchestrated to lead me right where they wanted me, to become a sangoma. I felt like a problem was created & the same people that created it wanted me to surrender to them for the solution. It’s like when a virus is created so we can submit to get “the cure” like “conspiracy theorists” say COVID-19 occurred. Don’t get me wrong, I take accountability for ALL the things that I’ve done & ALL the things that I’ve said. I just felt like I was being SPIRITUALLY manipulated into submission in EVERY ASPECT. Also, my paternal ancestors were WICKED & I refused to submit to “dead people” that want to control me. So I told the sangoma that told me I’m supposed to become a sangoma that I’d rather DIE, I’ll never be part of that. Little did I know that, I’d end up DYING to myself through my Lord & Saviour, Jesus Christ. The best DEATH that exists in life.🤞🏾💖 Jesus Christ did NOT force me, did not manipulate me, He is a COMPLETE Gentleman. Since I rejected the other side, I was in no man’s land & He just walked right towards me with His hand reaching out to me & I held on TIGHTLY to HIM. That was ONLY the beginning… 😊

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Religious Christianity AND lukewarm Christianity. 💯

Jehovah our God didn’t create me to live life relying on my own strength. Jehovah our God commands us to be strong but not self-reliant. Our strength is rooted in Him, sustained by His grace & empowered through our Lord & Saviour, Jesus Christ. ❤😌

I can’t stand on my own. I lean on Jesus. 🥰