So I'm going to be extending my haitus till sometime in January. My job is starting the Holiday Mandatory Overtime early, as I'll be working 5 days a week at 12 hours a day, which is up from 10 hours a day at 4 dayd a week, I'll be too exhausted to be able to dedicate time to streaming. I'll be on my haitus discord alt as to give everyone space. If you know the alt you know the alt, if you don't then Idk what to tell you. I'll only be responding to dms about business and urgent stuff and to select few people that I feel safe with right now.
In the mean time I will be using the freetime to hunt for a place to stay so I can escapse my roommate and my family. Idk if it will be an out of state move but I hope it will be. As well I will be working on figuring out a proper debute for my Lizmeta Model. @/miusomnia did the textures for it, thank you again.
But I digress, I'll be back some time in the New Year, and I look forward to hopefully feeling better and more like me again. I'm sorry for any stress this causes anyone else but it's for the best. I'll see you in the new years, i love you all from the bottom of my heart.
new pfp by @dollecide that was reward during her subathon. THATS ON RIGHT NOW. GO WATCH HER AND GIVE HER LOVE!!!
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please come support my best fwend!
twitch.tv/dollecide
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i take this head mod and #dolliethon shit seriously
im all to aware im exhausting and annoying. im aware ill never be seen as an equal as i have nothing of equal value to give. all i do is take. im talked about behind my back constantly and people act like ill never found out or dont see stuff being said. but i grin and bear it
since its oshi day i might as well say who why true oshis are in no order in particular
@dollecide @Starlight_Syd @laya_kat @amelustt @shorkiibee @CetaceaShachi @nyranox @miusomnia @EspecialSol @nemuiiangel @CrillyLeann
i try my best to never miss a stream even if im lurking <3
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Also disclaimer; I'm all for making people as comfortable as possible, but I am as Blue as they come and will not apologize for political RT's that align with my world views.
If you are right leaning, please see yourself to the door because my circle is not for you 🚪
#Overwatch I FINALLY GOT FIRST PLAY OF THE GAME!!! And got 2 quad tire kills in the same match!! im so giddy from the praise i got for it. teehee.
idk why the qaulity is so low on the second video.
why am i so stupid and have to over explain myself it does more harm than good why dont i learn my lesson
before anyone tries to ask if this is about them or thinks im vauging about them, its not about you or anyone. I've been on a downward spiral from the beginning of the year and have been trying to pretend its okay. I tried offing myself in August and ive not gotten better. I need this time to be utterly alone. This isn't a cry for attention or anything. this is just me being honest.
So legit question. How do i get my roommate to clean up after herself? Like fr fr? Please. im so tired of this. i can't cook, i cant be in the den. it stinks so fucking bad and i dont have a sense of smell. I come home to a digusting house daily and its taking its toll
Another belated birthday gift to my favorite fruity bat based vtuber @dollecide.
some times ya just gotta take the heels off and let the dogs breathe ya know?
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