Stan of 🏚️twt ||-16.5kg/74.4kg

🪽 . . .꒰ #promotwt #moothunt day 2 !꒱ .✦ Stanley . 15 ☆ he ノthey . no dni , ifb all !! ୭˚. backup: @maenomeow_ (..◜ᴗ◝..) ₍^. .^₎⟆ #shedrtwt #edrtwt #jiraitwt #sptwt #nsotwt #yumetwt #zenotwt #nictwt ♡ / ↻ to be moots & appreciated .ᐟ

Sometimes i just think about how i was back then and i just be ike . Oh no i'm so cringe

Like damn i also gotta write down how they overreact to the smallest thing because i do but now i just feel stupid and lowk dishusting like damn yeah i acted like that and i still do sometimes if it gets real bad hmmm okay

Dawg i'm trying to write my sona's story (which basically is my story) but it's lowk triggering?? Like yeah okay i gotta write down their traumas but they're also mines so i just end up crying like a little bitch hm okay

I may make it seem like i lovedoing this but i hate it so bad i wishi could just not care and be normal but i have to be a disgusting bitch who only thinks about food and food and food i just wantit all to end

I hatethis sobad i wish i could justeat like a normalperson why dooes it have to be either bingeor starvewhy doi haveto deal with that ihate it so bad ijusg wantto diei cant do thiswhy cant i be able toeat without feelingdisgusting i dont want to have to care about the numbers

cals accountability this week! (02/11 - 08/11) 02/11 - 1690 / 1000 03/11 - 360 / 500 04/11 - 2122/ 2100 05/11- 2615 / 2100 06/11 - 1563 / 1200 07/11 1600 / 1500 08/11 680 / 1500 total 4 week - 10630 / 9900.. SW on 2nd nov : 112.4kg CW on 8th nov : 109.7kg #shedrtwt #edrtwt