Zepp 🤘🎸

IMPORTANT: THE FUTURE Not really sure where this will leave me, or what will happen, but just a message to my community and those who might know me from passing by each other. I'd rather be honest about my current situation than just disappear silently and have people wondering where I went. --- Hey guys! Bit of an odd one to write, I'll be honest with you. I'll try to keep it relatively short without rambling too much. As you know, my activity over the last two to three years has been very inconsistent. If you've been here for a while, you know of the general info of my step-dad passing away and how it effected my living situation at home. Without getting into details, my mother has issues with gambling, financial abuse and drinking. Very bad. Over the last couple years I've been able to cover for myself decently - while working 60+ hour weeks just to manage to get by and allow her more room to abuse that effort. Fast forward to last night. $2500 of unpaid, overdue bills, things she lied to me about in regards to them, and my own money used in a fraudulent manner to allow her some comfort while she lied about where her money was going and where mine, in the chance I trusted her with it, was also going. I've paid rent for this month, but we are extremely overdue with power/heat/utilities etc and I've just learnt about this last night. What this means is that we are going to be evicted after this month and that I need to separate myself entirely from this situation and my family once and for all. I'm going to need to sell anything of value I have related to streaming - my computer, hardware, and whatever else I can sell/undersell, perhaps my car also in short term if I can't find anything within budget. This is a bit of a harsh message, especially in the morning, but rather than silently disappear and have people wonder why, I just wanted to be clear. Maybe I'll explore.. I don't know. An option for some sort of subathon while I still can? In the short term? It feels kind of greasy and disingenuous to even think of that? I haven't been streaming a lot in the last few years due to how shitty my at home and family situation is. But the sad part is, that this isn't really a shocker and I am relatively numb to it as it's been a repeated cycle for quite some time. Right now, is just the reality that I need to do something and I need to do something quick. So I will be listing a lot of my belongings that hold any value, packing up everything else into totes ahead of time and trying my best to make the preparations needed so that I'm not out on the street because I can't rely on anybody in my family to be honest with me. I'll see where this takes me, but all in all, I just wanted to thank everyone here who has been through my journey with content and streaming and stuff so far, even if you've just stopped in once in the last five years, or if you've watched every stream for a year in a row. You all matter and are very lovely people and I'm wishing you all the best.