olive: is relapsing

unpinning when i lose 20lbs🤠

thinking about making a new ed account so I can actually just keep my followers small + manage friendships here better but I like my @ and have had this account since high school and id be so sad to let it go

staring at my boyfriend while he eats the most delicious looking sandwich, im so jealous

42 hours into my fast and i’m so tempted to break it, my stomach hurts and has been growling all day plus I have no energy to work out but im so scared breaking it will trigger a binge

ive decided to stop taking one of my meds, they’ve been making me so mentally stable but my god they’ve destroyed my metabolism + made me gain so much weight in the year i’ve been taking it.

breaking my three year binge

38 hours into my fast and the end seems so far away

though i’m not sure how well i’ll be able to work out while fasting so much?

I won’t spend this summer hiding in baggy clothes, i’ll lose the weight and be able to enjoy myself for once

I have a festival to go to at the end of june and i’m hoping to fast at least 30 days before then, I need a substantial weight loss

34 hours into a fast and all I can think about is my end goal but also how fucking hungry I am

I miss it here

starting the abc diet tomorrow, send me your fav low calorie meals so I can plan ahead 🥰