Sign | disillusioned

Alright, ive gotten confirmation from mutuals its over. Im glad. I truthfully never wanted anyone to feel like I was "canceling" them and kept names private as I could. This whole situation was definitely avoidable, but honestly it feels like it needed to happen. I am leaving Downhill. Since 2021 I put lesser known talented artists alongside me and tried to make good music with them as friends. After 5 years of taking other peoples careers as seriously as mine, being fair about distribution of money back to those artists, and spending time getting to know them. I can honestly say not many of them truthfully knew me or cared. I wanted to dismantle the entire server, but ill allow the remaining members who were always solid to have the memories. I am going to be doing individual work from here on out and put myself first more. I feel like they all have an idea of who I was supposed to be that kept getting in the way of what I wanted. Or they just outright wanted to use my name to boost engagements when we'd fall out and theyd capitalize off our drama and make it public. They apparently didnt like how I was changing, but my humor and commitment to them never changed. The only thing that changed was allowing myself to be vulnerable as a woman, having moments of intense hormonal imbalance, and how often I could be around. So no more collectives. My affiliation is WDFA and KEZURA from now on. Thank you. 🩷✨️