Aether Haze

“carry on” has returned to Spotify. moving into this next era is exciting and overwhelming. about to become busier than I’d like but I know there are many lessons to be learned if I want to grow further into these musical endeavors and my own personal development. wish me luck

I can’t wait to drop more music. I hate it’s been so long but I promise I’m getting back to it. These tracks that I’m sitting on are a start to something next level for me.

getting on the mic was the best thing I ever did for myself. meeting the people who helped me get on the mic was the best thing that ever happened to me. music saved my life and continues to save my life. I can’t wait to get back to releasing music and being present. I won’t quit

accepting I need a lil mood stabilizer in my life these last few monthes. been on an antidepressant for years now too. not drinking and reefing as much has surprisingly helped as well. taking care of myself as much as I can but I know there’s much more I can do also. frig.

Many days I’m reminded of all the kind nurses and peers I’ve spoken with. Whether we had a long conversation or just a few words, I really appreciated that. Even if I don’t remember it clearly, it meant the world to me.

I will not let depression defeat me. I’ve got a lot going for myself. I won’t let my brain tell me otherwise. Imma keep my head up so I don’t miss the good coming my way.

patience is a virtue

it’s baffling how one can have a great support circle yet still feel so alone. this too shall pass is a statement I often say to myself.

restarting has been tough but I know I have a lot of love, support & good energy surrounding me. I will get stronger than before.

thx god I still have so many people to talk to. You all remind me to keep my head up and not give up

loneliness and depression is pretty cool ngl. Thank god I’m getting sober and getting outside of my comfort zone though a little more each day.

Well I guess the plus side to quitting weed is I don’t have the munchies as much lol

Wishing I didn’t let you slip. You spoke so gentle & kind to me. Your words wrapped around my ears and heart like a hug. The lights were dim but your presence was bright. Your actual hug was warm & loving. You told me to not give up. I am not, but damnit I didn’t get ur # -_-

#stillaghost #stillalillowkey

so much in the works. just had to open my eyes and get back at what I started

live is nothin but a basket full of peaches

I promise the less instant gratification you have in your life the more you can focus on. I’ve lost opportunities because I was fucked up. I regret it everyday. The people I could have established relationships with. I’ll never get that back. what I can control tho is my change.