André Cotrim

Good Morning Friends I'm trying to write briefly, although I have a big confusion of thoughts in my head. So sorry if It will be long… The most important thing: my postoperative wound is doing well-yesterday it was quickly repaired, an extra suture was enough. There is no reason to get nervous, it happens often. The doctor said that with care, supervision and guarantees "I'm lying down, doing nothing and I don't have any effort" I can go spend the weekend at home. It will be better for my psyche. If something gets worse, I'll go back to the hospital. It still hurts a lot, so I take a lot of medicine and sleep most of the day. That's the end of the good news. During the surgery an entraoperative examination of the sections of "this thing" was done. They found disturbing things. It seems that the cancer took the opportunity of my complication after HIPEC and Sów some micro cell in this place. (Foto). This was also in the description of the tomography scan as a meta-suspicion. At this point, the assessment of whether it is a malignant tumour metastasis or not is 50/50. My samples have been sent urgently for a full histopathological examination and I have to wait for the judgement. In accelerated mode, it is about 2 weeks. I am absolutely devastated and imbued with fear. It wasn't supposed to be like that. This was supposed to be a new stage towards health, not an opportunity to respect the game and return to the start. Good scenario: Finding the absence of signs of a malignant tumour. Bad scenario: again malignant tumour and struggle, chemotherapy, etc. I can't imagine the latter. That would be my end. I'm at the end of my mental endurance. At the moment, I'm just going home for further recovery under the care and supervision of a doctor and I'm waiting for the result. I know that you all expect the end of this fight and a return to normality, believe me that no one is waiting for this more than myself.😣 I don't know what to do next. I'm going back to the pile of bills again, with prescriptions to buy, doctor's visits in front of me. I don't know how to deal with it.🥺 I know that many people are tired of my asking for help. I am not able to carry this financial burden alone. I am not a well-known actress asking for help in treating her husband, who collected 2 million a day. I'm an ordinary grey man. 🥺 I wanted to start GoFoundMe because my group of followers is mainly focussed abroad, to be able to better reach the recipients and show more the truth and legality of my disease, but Poland is not on the list of countries that serve so I can't even do it for myself without having an address in any of the cooperating countries. 😣 What should I do? How to ask for money... I really need help with my collection. I'm helpless, and I don't know how big a fight awaits me further. Will the news be good and will I be able to move on to removing this thing from my neck, or a completely new way of overcoming another abdominal tumour awaits me. 😣🥺 So if you're reading this to this stage, please think about if there's someone in your neighbourhood to whom you can send this tweet, show my collection, ask to join and help me somehow survive because my world along with these messages is shaking again like during the biggest earthquake. Maybe I won't be very active here for a few days because I have to try to get up mentally. I apologise in advance friends, I don't ignore you, but I don't have the strength and I'm broken. 💔 XO, Joanna.