spacewalker 🍂

me when I’m normal about a fic

just hold hands already 😮‍💨

day 4 without ao3 and I've rediscovered the concept of watching a movie from beginning to end (two of them to be exact)

wdym this is an actual transition shot from the show

and happy halloween to Will Byers cause no one ever looked better in orange 🧡🎃

happy halloween and happy For Art's Sake Byler first kiss anniversary to all who celebrate 🎃🎨

I miss this show so fucking much and yet the idea of rewatching it fills me with such bittersweet feelings, like that particular kind of nostalgia and melancholy that comes with Christmas when you’re older? I don’t know how else to explain it.

reading fics knowing that I can’t leave comments

the way they always instinctively turn to each other like it's second nature

me opening safari like a normal person just to be reminded that everything hurts and we're only on day 3

me core

when one of my friends starts reading one of my favourite fics ever and suddenly I’m excited and nervous like I wrote the damn thing myself

insane eye contact

anyway I’m so proud of my byler fic archive 🤓

Canon

on the bright side maybe I’ll finally get around to reading some of those long fics from a few years ago that have been sitting on my tbr forever

I have a whole library of downloaded fics but I’m genuinely stressed about the whole rhythm of wip updates and the comment exchanges that happen along the way being completely disrupted, not to mention everyone uploading their backlog all at once when ao3 finally comes back

ao3 is down indefinitely, my twt account is dead because I dared to log off for a few days and I can’t rewatch stranger things for the life of me like how the fuck am I supposed to byler out in these conditions 😭

woke up fully expecting this to have been a nightmare but unfortunately the horrors persist so this is my life now

thank god for all the drive archives but what about wips what about the updates what about the comments I CANT FUCKING DO THIS