dez 粋 | (🧊,🧊)

At the end of any spiritual journey - you will uncover a person who is deeply exhausted and taxed from life, from learning, from realizations - from everything. The fate of the seeker is not to find. The fate of the seeker is to become tired. To suffer a complete and total loss of purpose and meaning. This is a part of every man's journey. He must be made to understand that there is no such thing as finding without first becoming lost. Those of great spirit tend to inherit a sort of inner hollowness that comes with knowing a great deal of things. While, in the past, knowledge and curiosity had a filling and rejuvenating effect - now it will only overflow, and come with a great and sudden weight. All is rendered meaningless, devoid of fascination, and any need to share the profoundness of their knowing, or to profess their power, is lost. Life becomes a burden, for the void-abyss of knowing is vast, and having gained awareness of this vastness, the once-youthful seeker finds himself an empty vessel - in need of being filled. And, somewhere along this threshold, he will be presented with a crossroads of choices. He may choose to surrender to his emptiness - to the unknowable nature of being, or he may set out to dominate that emptiness - to fill it with new wants and needs, and emotions, and words, and logic, and complex calculations, and secret spells and incantations. The one who dabbles in these dark and desperate crevices of the self will unavoidably find himself needing to drain others for vitality, starved of self-fulfillment. Vampiric substrata will form, as unconscious behavioral programs, in the mind as a result of this newfound hunger. Otherwise, he will have no power to wield - no motivation to go through life as previous, for he will have become truly and finally empty. Within his being, the dark and ignorant night of his soul will have been made complete. Emotions burn brightly, and so do the fires of passion, but they do not burn for long, their fated end is to burn out. Today you might find yourself elated beyond measure, but that elation will eventually fade - with time - and reduce itself to nothing. That is why we find ourselves becoming less emotional with time and age - as emotions are a limited resource that both arise and fade quickly. At some point, these fires are bound to dim and fail - and their bearer will be left with nothing again, in an emptiness of their own making. Yes, there is firelight that consumes the very body it derives from, that requires stoking and deadwood. The awakened man, the spiritual seeker, understands that he is--and has always been--that stoking, the deadwood vessel in which principalities may arise and fall - his earthly body serving as the means through which ritual is made accessible to greater being. But, within that emptiness, he might also come to know that there is another fire - more subtle and dim - and one that can only be known when the burning tongues of all other passions have gone out. The undying light of conscience - ever-burning in its strength. And the secret soul of God, and the proof of each man's sacred destiny. And when man chooses to nurture this fire, to consume himself in its radiance, he invites a miracle to occur. He begins to know himself - and his long and arduous journey is made complete, for through that inner knowing, he has made his emptiness conscious. He is made full with not the second but the first light - the light of creation. He is no longer stoking nor deadwood. No longer an empty vessel. For he has bathed and filled himself with the glorious radiance of his own conscience. And he shines now without burning. And meaning and purpose find him once more. And his soul is made immortal. And the vessel may be cast away. But first it will be blessed with the fire of life, and made a home to gentleness and calm, so that others, for a time, may too dwell in its light.

🔺SECRET LAWS OF THE MATERIAL REALM🔻 1. Fear precedes all and any loss. If a man is generally afraid of dying, he will be punished with a mediocre life, loss of power and influence. The primary attractor for women is a man's fearlessness in the face of danger. Loss of life, resources and wealth is directly correlated with the fear of it happening. 2. Everything you have gets increased according to its current amount and quantified by its previous amount. If you have only one of a thing, it will always keep getting quantified by 0 - becoming null. It will also increase by 1, remaining the same. If you have 2 of something, it will become quantified by 1, remaining the same. It will also increase by 1, becoming more. 3 is the first number that can begin a quantifiable pattern. All things can be "printed into more" after you have acquired and claimed ownership of 3 of them. 3. The mind cannot comprehend the illusion of a mirror, and the eye registers reflections as separate (real) spaces. It also registers your own reflection as a separate person. When you speak to yourself through a mirror, it is not the same experience as having a thought. It is experienced as external input. 4. Money is energy in frozen state and its desire is to be immediately transmuted (exchanged). Money is not attracted to tired or exhausted people. Only highly energetic people can attract large amounts of money. Being tired all the time is the primary cause of your poverty. 5. Intentioned sleep is the same as accessing a quantum realm where time is not a constraint. While asleep, you gain access to the super-computer that is your mind, you can calculate anything. Give your mind tasks to complete in the quantum realm, cast your intention and it will be done. As long as your database of references is deep enough - this will work. Thought ➖ Constraint Of Time = Infinite Calculations 6. Environmental stimuli matters more than you know. Removing dirt commands the mind to clarify itself. Walking through archways or doorways commands the mind to reset to its default emotional state - fixing issues like headaches while calming the nervous system. Symbolic acts in the external world constantly command the mind to access different dormant mechanisms. This is the meaning and power of ritual. 7. Where you spend the most time is where a part of your energy is "housed", keeping a picture of your home, bedroom or even specific items with you and looking at them when you're away from them will summon up this energy. Think of the "future you" who is back at home and well rested. Because linear time does not exist in its collapsed state to your highest mind, you have constant access to the energy of "future selves". 8. You can "invite" things to happen in your life by creating space for them in the material world. Empty spaces invite fullness. Instead of saying "I have no flowers", buy an empty vase and allow it to exist in its emptied state. It will attract the flowers itself. What you invite to happen is the only thing that can happen. What you desire to happen - never will, because desire can only exist in the future. What you expect to happen - sometimes will. What you have made yourself open to happening - will always happen.